Forever Kila ~

2009-07-23T04:43:00.001-07:00

Hye Biatch ! I Just Got Off The Fone With Mr Vain(sape lagy,matair aku lah!) I Got Reasons Why I Called Him That.1st,He Siap Like One Type Of Very Vain Girl ! Lama Tahu Tk?Until My Lipgloss Became Dry.Adoii ~ Ok Back To Me,Skul Was Fun Today,Biasa Jugak.Laughter Here & Der.Aku Kan Suke Buat Org Ketawa. =D Had SBM Meeting & Started Our Project Despite Of One Member Absent But That Wont Stop Us.I'll Reveal Our Website Once We're Done Ayte?Tmrw's Friday & I'm Meeting My Old Fren,Jean Which I Always Buy Her Clothes At Her Blogshop.U Guys Shud Go Check It Out.I Bought Ayie Shades Since He Olways Wear Tat Same Stype.So,I Bought Shades That Inspired Exactly Like A/X Ones.Cool?I Know.& I Don't Have To Splurge My Money On Hundred Bucks Shades At Their Boutique.I Prefer Their Clothings.That'll Be Worth.Anyway,I'm Hungry & I'm Waiting For Mum To Come Home Since We're Ordering Food.Hmm,Ayie Came Over To See The Renovations & Yes He Was Jakun. "Eh U,Dapur U Bsar Jugak Ey!" With Those Jakun Eyes Wondering Around Like A Baby Just Discovered Something He Nvr Seen Before.Hahah!Sorry B!Nanty U Gum I Nya Mulut.Hehehe! =p Ohk,I Wanna Watch Tv Since Yesterday I Didnt Have The Time To Watch.Tag Before U Leave Ok?Adios Senoritas!

2009-07-12T08:00:00.000-07:00

Urgh ~ Still Feelin' So Weak After Days Recovered From Fever & Flu.Gosh.Wassup Wif Tis AH1N1 Sia ? Sometimes It Irrits Us.Period.But Hey,Still,We Nid To Be Careful & Always Take Care Of Ourselves Ayte.Dgr Tk Sume ?! Jgn Jady Mcm Aku,Pantat Gatal! Baru Abes Saket,Da Kuar Merayap.Oh Yes,Ice Age In 3D Was A Blast.Thanks B For The The Surprise (: He Knows Me Too Well Yea?Tmrw's Class Will Start At 9 Till 4pm.Great~Just Bloody Great.That Monday Blues Will Surely Strike Every Each Of Us.Get Ready Je Lah Tgk Satu-Satu Peh Muka Ey Nanti?*sigh* Wat Else Ey Nk Update Korang....*thinking* Oh Yes!Drank Shots With B Yesterday At His Crib Since We Were So Bored Watching Movie Online.We Played Games & Who Lost Have To Drink 2 Shots At A Time.HAHA! Fun I Must Say (:
Ok,I'll End Here Ok.B Just Called Me.Nk Golek2 Pat Katil.Bye Bitch! Tag Before U Leave Ok?
xoxo;
KiLa Jr*

2009-07-09T21:44:00.000-07:00

I Don't Think I Wanna Blog That Much For Today Cause I'll Be Following B's Reporting Later At 3 With His Mom.So,Life's Been Fair To Me For Now.I Hope It'll Always Be.*roll eyes* Anyway,Since I'm Officially Off With Afai & Our 7 Months Togeder , I've Let Him Go For Good.No,I Don't Regret Being With U But I Thanked U Cause When U Left Me Many Times Serving Ur Jail Sentence, I Learnt To Sabar & Tahan All Those Shits.Well Now,Since U've Cleared Ur Shits,I Can Live My Life Again.I'll Be Deleting My Blog Soon,So,Thanks For Those Sweet Tags & Those Gfs Who's Always There Cheering Me Up While Others Were "Entertaining" Me Wif Their Stupid Spams.HAHAH!Gosh,Gonna Miss Those Moments.Well,Monday's The Day My Kitchen Will Be Renovated,So,It'll Be Damn Dusty & Effing Noisy.I Guess I'll Stay Out For The Couple Of Days.To Where Else?B's Home Of Cos.Shit ! It's Comin To One Already.I Gotta Go & Wash Up All Ayte.Watching Ice Age 3 Later , WOOOOHOOO ! Gonna Laugh My Ass Off I Tell U.Lagy2 Tu Binatang Yg Tk Abes2 Wif It's Kacang.HAHAH! xD Ok,I've Once Dreamt Of That Thing Ok.Ass !

2009-05-15T06:46:00.000-07:00

Yaw Bytches, I'm Back (: Of Course For Good.Well,Bz With ITE Life.Currently I'm Fine With Letting Go Afai Since Both Of Us Wanted That Way.We Can't Lie To HIM Just To Stick Together.Anyway,I'm Surely Gonna Miss Irliana Rifqah Of Course.Her Smiles & Her Cuddles.Afai,Smoga Tuhan Panjangkan Umur U & Temukan U Dgn Gadis Lain.Insyallah (: Izad Was Being An Ass Tao Msg Aku Mepek2 Smpai I Laughed Alone In The Canteen.Tk Ker Paisey Tu?Cibei Btol.Sabar Jek~Ok,I'll Update More Sooner Or Later Ayte.Tag Before U Leave.& No Hate Tags Pls.Aku Tk Perlu Perhatian Korang Yg Kurang Kasih Syg Ok (: Terima Kasih Lah Byk2.

2009-04-01T03:37:00.001-07:00

Ok Ok ! Bertenang Sume ! Yes Yes,I Know My Last Post Was On...erm...December 29,2008?!HAHA!Hmm,Btol Lah Aku!Sorry Yah Readers,Been Fcukin Bz Lah With Life & Surroundings.So Yah,School's Out & I've Yet To Get A Job.Gosh,I Really Wanna Work At My Old Werk Place.Urgh!I Miss Workin In A Pub & Mixing Drinks All.Ok,Since I Miss My Old Job,I Called Up Afee To Check Whether They Need People Or Not,But,Sadly,There's Enuf People For Now.BooHoo! ='( Watever , I'll Try NTUC Office Department With Darling Fina.Nasib Ade Life Saver!Bf's Releasing Tomorrow.Yes!He Went In Again After A Week Or 2 With Him.1st Was His Airwol Case & He Was Released On 14 March & Now He Kena Lagy ! Serious Shit Man!Bile Mau Game Sey?Nvm,Patience Is Virtue Kila.With Patience,U'll Go Far.InsyaALLAH (: I Effing Miss Iqah So Much & Really Wanna Meet Her Tmrw!Aku Tk Kesah ! Widan,U're Missed Too K BbyBoi.Btw,Widan's Is Smallboi's Son.He Sygs Me U Noe!Hehe!One Cheeky Bby I Tell U.I Just Finished Cooking 'Ayam Merah' Since Dapur Da Lama Tk Berasap Kan,LOL!What's The Use Having A Lady In This House Then?Currently At Home With Bro,Sys & Alfi.I'm Missing My 3 BestFriends Liow!Ergghhh..I Hate This Feeling.HAHA!Padahal Yesterday They Just Came To My Crib.ApeLah Kau Ni Kila!Tmrw's Plan Is Still On.Plan To Head Jurong For A Swim With Nynie Darl,Ain Darl & Maybe Aiman.Yayah Cudnt Tag Along Since $$ Tk Cukup.-__-" Nvm,I'm Happy Last 2 Days I Met U Already.Hehe!Ok Lah U All,Honestly,I've Gt Nuthing To Say Anymore Cause I'll Go On & On & On . . Hahah!Enjoy The Pictas Ayte . Tag Before U Leave Ok Ladies?
xoxo ;
KiLa Jr*

2008-12-29T22:32:00.000-08:00

Dear God,A New Year Will Start Few Days From Now.Please Protect Me & The People I Love Or Once Loved From The Evil.Please Guide Me Thru The Right Path In Life.Please Show Me Happiness In Love That I've Never Felt Before.I've Made Many Mistakes In 2008 But I Know,You Wanted Me To Learn From It.I Did & I Still Remember Those Days.You've Gave Me A Great Experience & I'm Really Blessed That I'm Still Breathing In This Cruel World But Yet I Didn't Give Up Cause You Dislike People That Easily Gives Up.I've Been Thru Lots Of Shits In Life But You Gave Me Strength To Move On.It's Ok My Life Has Been Like This Cause I Believe What Goes Comes Around.Ni Sumer Ader Hikmah Nya.For Now,I'm Blessed To Have What I Wanted.The School I Want,Friends,Family & Soon More Suprises Will Come Popping Infront Of Me.InsyaALLAH.To My Babes Who's Been There For Me,Thanks A Million.To Those Who Daily Read My Blog,Thank You Too,Do Come Again Cause I Have More Update About My Life. (: To The Hate-Taggers,Thanks Too For Making My Blog Famous.Do Drop By Again Yah.This Time,Write Ur Real Name.Lastly,Kila Nk Wish Happy New Year & May All My Babes Lead A Blessful Life Ahead.Amin (:

2008-12-16T22:12:00.000-08:00

Ok,I'm So Missing My Sys & Alfi Right Now ! Nk Gy Karaoke Lagy ! Hahaha ! xD . Yes, I'm Ok Already.No More Crying Bout Him.HAHA!I'm Moving On Babes (: Buat Aper Nk Kecoh2 Sal 1 Jantan That .. Oh,Whatever ~ HAHA!I Don't Want To Say Lah Kan But I Think Alfi Knows The Best.HAHAH!Okay2,Back To Me.As For Now,No Plans.Ayu Stil Sleeping Like A Pig,Kekek!I Maen2 Jek Lah You.Hhaaha!Had Bad Dreams Just Now But Dreams Don't Come True.Hell Yeah!Oh Gosh , My Schedule Is So Effing Tight These Days.

Xmas-Babe's Bday.DRINK , DRINK , DRINK , DRUNK !

My Chalet- DRINK , DANCE , DRINK , DANCE !

CountDown- MORE DRINKING BITCH ! xD

Yeah Yeah , I Know You People Will Go,WTF?!Dekni Da Boncet , Lagy Nk Boncetkan.HAHA!Duhh~Once A Drinker,Always A Drinker. Yah,Lagypon,Buat Aper Nk Stress2 Kan Diri I Sendiri When Other People Are Happy.Waste Time Jek!So,I Rather Put On Oh So Party Dress & Get Jiggy With It.A Shout Out Thanks To The People Who Was There & Still There For Till 2009.

Blood Sys Aisyah

Sys's Baby Kassreeal Alfi

Ayu

Dyla

Ayuu

Ila

Nana

Ayid

Zul

Yazid

Shahril

Faiz

Duhh,of Course My Lovely Parents (:

Blood Bro & Gf Kak Yayah

Amy

Azmi Angkong

Ok & The List Cn Go On Sampai Biler Mau Game ! Hahah! xD Well,These Wonderful People Has Been There For Me Thru Thick & Thin No Matter Wad , They've Never Gave Up On Me.They've Always Showered Me With Their Love & Care.I Love Them To Bits & Pieces.Without Them,I'm Nt Here Happily Smiling Away.Without Them,I Won't Be The Girl I Am Today.Without Them,I'll Be Still Holding On To My Past.But With Them, I'm Safe & Happy.I'm Freaking Blessed To Have Them With Me.Oh Allah , Don't Take Them Away From Me.They're My Love.I Don't Need A Guy To Make Me Happy.They Cn Make Me Happy.Take That ! HAHA!Ok,Bsok Results ! MAMPOS AH ! Must Black Colour Ah The Hair?Esai Ah ! G Mampos ! Spray Siket Da Boleh . So Kolot Ah This Schools.Kay,I Think Imma Go Now.The Pictures Above Are The Day I Went Cash Studio With Dearly Family.Sumer Couple2,Aku Nya Turn Biler Eh?Kekeke! (;

2008-12-16T03:15:00.000-08:00

Yes , Maybe I'm A Bad Girl To You.U Knew Me In & Out.Yes,I'm Nt For You.I Was Nvr In Ur Heart.It's Ok Ikin.I Didn't Lose Anything But I Wasted My Tears To You.I Was Nt Suprised U Went Back To Her Cause I Know Deep Inside,U Still Love Her.I Know,I'm Nt Stupid Like How You Did To The Other Girls.Now,I'm Moving On.Slowly This Wound Will Heal Itself.Disebalik Ujian Ni,Ader Hikmahnya,InsyaAllah.I Pray The Best For You Two.

Ku Luahkan Perasaanku,Yg Terpendam Di Dlm Kalbu,Ku Tulis Lagu..Dgrkanlah..Getaran Cinta Di Jiwa..Seandainya Dikau Mengerti,Katakan Lah Pada Diriku,Siapakah Yg Ada Di Hatimu..Telah Sekian Lama Nya,Kau Bertahta Dlm Jiwa,Setiap Ketika,Rindu Ku Untuk Mu ~

2008-11-30T04:57:00.000-08:00

Hey People , I'm Back ! C: Been Bz Werkin My Ass Off So Yah,Since Today Is My Off Day , I Decided To Dust Off My Dusty Blog.HAHAH!Well,That Picture Was Taken Wks Ago When We Were Waiting Our Friends To Go Riding.Pnat Ok Tunggu Tu Labu-Labi ! Cibai Tol ! Anyway,Life's Been Fair To Me Now.No More Tears In My Eyes.For Now~Hah!But,I'm Glad My Misery Has Ended.I'm Changing For The Better.Thanks Alfi & Sys.Though You Both Were Late Trying To Save Me From Being Hurt Again By Guys,I'm Glad I Have Two Love Birds Like You.Mwah ! Back To Me,Supposedly Today Alfi,Sys,Me & Ikin Are Goin Out Like Couple Outing But Ikin Cudn't Book Out Since He's On Confinement.Did I Spell It Correctly?Well,Anyhow,It Was Disappointed Though But He Promised He'll Meet On Wednesday.So,YEY! xD Currently,Listening To "Demi Kasih Sayang By Dato Siti Nurhaliza" . That Song Brings Alot Of Damn Memories.But Hey,Sbagai Manusia,Kiter Kena Trima It With Open Mind & Byk Tawakal Rite?Hahah!That's What Mummy Always Says To Us.I'll Update More Kay Soon.Keep Those Tagging Rollin & Yah To Passerby ; Don't Come Back To My Blog & Make A Scene Here.Stop Being A Attention Seeker.Go & Get A Life.Seriously.

2008-11-12T02:10:00.000-08:00

Ok,See Those Oh So Gorgeously Dresses & Tops Plus The Apple Bottoms Jeans?Yes Ladies,Imma Get Those By The Time I Got My Pay.Woooooo ! Tk Sabar Youu !Hahah!I Swear Baby Will Strangle Me To Death But Who Cares ! I Wanna Get My Hands On Those Bitch ! Ok,Work As Usual Tiring But Fun.Oh,I'm Living My Life Now With My Gfs & Work & Also Fighting With Bby.Yeah,Sucks.I Know.But,What The Heck,I Know He Loves Me.Anyway,Waiting For Sys To Come Home With Alfi.Miss Being Ard Them Kay ! Ishk ! So Yah,Pls Oh Pls , Aku Nk Duit Masok Cpat (: Kay , Gotta Go Now.Tag Me Before You Leave Kay.Sorry For The Short & Craaazzzyyy Post .Kekeke!Take Care Now,Mwah !

XOXO;

KiLa Jr*

2008-11-05T11:55:00.000-08:00

Currently At AyuBaybe's Crib.She's On The Fone While I'm Here Waiting For B's Call As He's On His Way Home From Work . Walaueh ! My Bytch Da Bising Whye I Left My Blog Just Like That ! Hahah!Sorry Lah , Been Bz Working Kay . Nk Cari Duit Kata Kan!Kekek!Work's Been Hectic But I Do Enjoyed It Though Cause Marina Mandarin's Management Is Wayyy Better Than Park's Hotel Located At Orchard There.Anyway, I Realised That I've Been Away From HomeFor Too Long That Sis Said Something That Bounce Back To Her Too.LOL!This Was The Conversation ;

Sys: Are You Coming Home Tonite Bitch?

Me: Err,Aku Baleq Tapi Lpas Tu Aku Kuar Baleq.Asl?Aku Tawu Kau Rindu Aku!Hahaha!

Sys: Kau Asik Tk Balik Jek Siak!Abe Biler Kau Baleq?Aku Pat Luar Ngan Alfi.

Me:Hahah!Kau Ckp Org,Kau Sendiri Tk Baleq.Cibai Bitch!Hhaha!

So,Yah,From There,I Realised Too,I Worked So Hard That I Forgot The Place Called Home.Mum's Been Sleeping Alone Unless Abg Is Working.I Pity Mum Too U Know . I Miss The Family.Everyone Has Their Own Life & Life Is Being So Unfair That It's Tearing My Family's Bond Apart.It Saddens Me To See Each Of Us Eating Alone & Rushing To Work & Forgot To Talk To Each Other.I Love My Family.They Are Always There For Me No Matter What Until My Last Breath.Sape Yg Tk Syg Darah Daging Sendiri?Btol Tk?Haiz ..~ I'm Gonna Pay Mama Soon On This 7th As Soon As I Got My Pay.Aku Hutang,Tk Pernah Gantung2 Nya.Ok,I'm Gonna Proceed To Ayu's Room & Lepak With Her.Kesian Tu Kecik ! Last Long Eh Ngan AjiStarzz ! xD Ok Goooooooooooooo !

2008-10-07T08:10:00.000-07:00

I'm Back Bytches!So,I'm Waiting For Abah To Come Back With My Chicken Chop & Mom's Mee Goreng Basah!Yahooo!Sumpah Kila Tgh Kelaparan Sia~Gosh :( So,Yesterday Night Was A Blast I Tell You.Though It's Like In The Morning & We're Both So Sleepy,That Didnt Stop Us From Talking & Laughing Like Mad Women I Tell U ! Hahah! xD So,I Gotta Know This Sweet Girl From Friendster & She Added Me On Msn & Soon We Started Talking & Chatting & Getting To Know Each Other.&& She Was....Faiz's Ex.Yes,I Was Shocked.Damn Shocked.But I Know She Wasn't The Type Of Girl Like Cocok Aku Or Said Bad Talk Bout Faiz Or Any Other Motive,She Was There To Listen To My Cries & Gave Me Strength To Move On.Thanks Eqin,I Owe You One.My Treat Kay?(: Well,Tmrw I'll Be Towning With Dearly Ayu & Survey Clothes Since Both Of Us Will Be Getting Our Pay At The End Of This Mth.PS:That's Eqin Btw On Top (: Kay Lah,I'll End Here But Before That I Have Something To Say My Last Words To Faiz ;

Pa,I've Always Put You On Top Of Everything,

I Slalu Mengalah Jadi U Akan Menang,

I Slalu Yg Jatuh Sakit Jadi You Slalu Sihat,

I Tk Pernah Menduakan Cinta You,

I Tk Pernah Jemu Melihat Muka You,

I Byk Titiskan Airmata I Utk You Walaupun I Tahu U Tkkan Pujuk,

I Slalu Doa Untk Kiter Walaupun U Tk Pernah Doakan I,

I Slalu Senyum Biler You Marah I,

I Tk Jeles Biler Pompan Lain Ngan U Psl I Tahu Sejarah Silam U,

I Tahu Kata-Kata Manis You Skrg.

You Buang I Ke Tepi.

U Menghilangkan Diri.

You Told Me To Fuck Off.

Tapi Deep Down,I Tahu You Tk Bermaksud Gtu,

Biarlah You Maki,U Caci,U Kutuk I

I Tk Pernah Berdendam.

I Serahkan Segalanya Kpd Yg Maha Esa Lagi Maha Adil.

My Last Words For You Pa,

Change Urself Before It's Too Late Cause Love Doesn't

Come & Go Just Like That.

Love Is A Lifetime Experience.

2008-10-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

So Yeah,I've Just Highlighted & Dyed My Hair Just Now & Suprisingly Mum Was Praising Me.Hah! (; Had Open House Yesterday Till Night.& I Was Fcukin Happy Bcause My Lovely Bestfriend Was There With Her Bf & Her Frend.We Had So Many Things To Talk About & I Swear I Hugged Her So Tight She Cudn't Breathe For A Minute.Jahat Kan Kila?Heheh!So,Everyone Turned Up & The Food Mum Ordered Was Delicious.Yummmm!Kassreeal Byk Peminat Nampak!Haha!My Aunty Happy Giler Ambek Gambar Ngan Dier.HAAHA!Kay Lah,Let The Pictures Do The Talking Ayte.Tag Me Babes!Mwahhhh! (: Oh,Btw,To Faiz Darling,I Da Lpas Tgn Dgn You Since You Prangai Mcm Cibai!Kila Waits For No Man.

2008-09-30T00:50:00.000-07:00

Hey Babes,Pejam Kelip , Pejam Kelip,Da Masok 1 Bulan Kiter Berpuasa.Well,Though I Didnt Puasa Full Bcoz Of Red Light,I Still Gotta The Taste Of Fasting.Yey Killa!Hahah!Kay,So,Everything's Prepared Already,Tunggu Gosok Baju For Tmrw & Also Straightening My Hair At The Aunty Shop Tmrw Morning.Higlhlights?Dye?Wait Lah,Kan I Tgh Exams.After 6oct Thwn I Cn (: Tk Sabar Gue~So Today's 30 Sep & Tmrw 1st Oct Which Is Our 1st Month & 2nd Is Ur POP Hunny!Aren't You Happy For Us?Well,Actually He Is But I Can't Get Thru Him Since Yesterday.We Were Actually Planning To Celebrate Today Since Tmrw We'll Be With Our Families.Patience Is Important In Relationship.So Yes,Slagi Kesabaran Ader,Di Situ Lah GanjaranNya.I Prayed To God Every Single Night W/O Fail Because HE is The Only One That Menentukkan Kiter So I Prayed The Best For Us Baby.I Woke Up This Morning & Didnt Receive Any Of Ur Msgs,Tears Started To Fall Down Onto My Pillow.I Wiped Off,I Stood Up & Told Myself That He's Fine & I Noe Tuhan Tu Maha Esa.Called Ikan Since He Kept Msging Me Thruogh Out The Whole Morning.Ask Him To Help Me To Go To Hunny's House To Check Whether Hunny's Home Already Or He's Still In Camp.Thanks Ikan (: So Yah,Exploding Wardrobe Gave Me An Email Bout Their Bags Spree,Apa Lagi!Gua Serang Ah!I Reserved 3 Bags For Myself Bcoz I Noe I'm Gonna Be Rich During This Hari Raya Season.Kekek!Oh Ya,Yesterday Papers Was Super Difficult.Siak Peh Cambridge!But I Managed To Do It Though I Skipped ALOT Of Questions,Still I Didnt Give Up.Physics Was Ok,Chem NOT ! Hahha!Whatever It Is,I'm Glad That's Over,Now,2nd-History,3rd-Maths Paper2 & 6th-CPA Theory.& Yes!I've Done It!I've Ended N Level ! Wooohooo!I'm Praying The Best That God Will Guide Me Thru The Right Path In The Future.So,I'm Gonna End Here.Those Are The Bags That I've Ordered From My Dearly Blogshopper & Which Has Became My Frend Too (: Oh Ya,Thats Ikan,Hunny & Me At Vivo Last Sat During His Bday Celebration.I Syg You Botak,Muuuuaaahhhh!!

2008-09-24T23:54:00.000-07:00

Oh Gosh,Sorry For Not Updating Yah Babes.Been Bz Preparing For Raya & Hunny's Bday Which Falls On This 27th.So,Flashback Kay!Wooooooossshhh~On The Tuesday,Ikan & Me Went Bugis To Find Hunny's Long Sleeves Which He Wanted So Much So Yeah We Walked Round & Round Till Aku Complain Pat Ikan I Was Feeling Very Giddy.Ikan,Thanks Eh Ckp Aku Pregnant.Babi!Kalau Da Matrep,Matrep Gak!Hahahah!Ok,Back To Story,We Surveyed 1st & Found A Perfect Top Which At The 1st Moment Caught My Eyes Already Taw,So,That Ikan Told Me To Jln2 First Try To Search For More At Bugis Junction,So,Yah,We Went There & I Swear,There Was Nothing Nice.Boo!Kay Then,I Was Shagged With All The Walking & Decided To Buy The Top That Attracted Me.*winks*heheh!(: It Was Nice,Smart & The Colour Suits Hunny.Fed Up Jek Ikan!Hahaha!So,After That,I Had To Break Fast Near Bugis But Since I Wasnt That Hungry,We Sat Down At Fountain & Bought Fries & Drinks From Macd.Da Gtu Kan,I Was Talking Semangatly With Ikan,Suddenly I Felt Someone Was Looking At Us,So When I Turned My Head Infront,There Were 2 Mats Staring (alah,mcm nk cari gado gtu)So,Ikan Was Scared For My Safety Since He Promised Hunny That He'll Jaga Me So We Walked A Few Steps From That Area & Alhamdulilah We're Ok.Gosh,Nasib.Kalau Tk,Dgn Aku Gak Kena Potong.Tk Sanggup Gua.So,Had A Quick Smoke & Went To Vivo To Catch"Disaster Movie". & I Swear Ikan & Me Were The Only Ones Who Laughed Through Out The Entire Show.Yg Lain Sumer Mcm Dead Corpses Sia.Irritating Or Wat ~ So,After The Show,I Mocked This Couple Which I Heard They Said The Show Was Not Funny.So,I Step Bobal Ngan Ikan Ah Gtu & Said "Eh,I Think These People Do Not Have A Sense Of Humour Man!What A Waste~In This Modern Era,No One Cn Understand Such A Simple Jokes.Like This Want To Watch More Comedies In America?Jialat Ah!"The Couple Turned Heads & Ikan Was Like Laughing His Ass Off.You Welcome Eh Ikan!Aku Kan Clown Kau!Hahaha!So,It Was Already Late When We Got Out From Vivo.We Took 65 At 11+ & I Was Worried Of My Last Bus At Bedok Since It Ends At 12.Mcm Babi Kan?Well,Aku Mcm Nk Rembat Jek Tu Ikan!I Took The Wrong Bus & It Does Not Pass Bedok North.Puki Tiang Ah Tu Bus!hAHAH!But,Nvm,Kila Mantain Jek~I Alighted At Tamp Safra & Took 28 From There & Yes,It Stopped At Bedok North Kay.Kekek!Aper Lagi,Balek Jek Maki Ikan Upside Down Nya.Told Hunny Bout This,Member Da Mangkuk Jap.Bahh~So Yah,I Havent Wrap His Present.Shit Oh Shit!!Nvm,I Still Got Tmrw.Pheww~!Kay,Kila,Study Babi!Don't Slack!This Is N Level Bitch Not Prelims!Wake Up!!!!!*slaps face*Kay,Sorry No Picture Today.Maybe I'll Update More Kay On Hunny's Bday.Oh Ya,I Wanna Give A Shout Out To Hunny,My Bestest Syster,Connie & Ex,Danny.HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY!!To Connie,I'm Sorry I Cudn't Meet U On Ur Bday Since I Have Papers On The Next Day & To Danny,We're Still Friends Kay No Matter U Lied To Me & To Us,Aku Tknk Bermusuh Ngan Kau.& Yes,To Hunny,Muuuuaaaccckkkssszz!I Love You.Smoga Tuhan Panjangkan Umur Dan Murahkan Rezeki U Kay.I Sentiasa Mendoakan You & Kiter.Be Good Kay & Finish Up Ur Ns & Probation Life.I'm Always Here For You.InsyAllah (:

2008-09-19T21:13:00.000-07:00

I Just Put Down Hunny's Call.He's In MCYS For His Report & His IO Is On His Way To Talk Abt His Last Month's Case.I Takot Lah He Kena 148.1 Tahon 4 Bulan ~ He Was So Sweet That He Melts Me.Hehehe~

Me: "148?Tkperlah Pa,Nasib Bukan Yg 3-4 Tahon.."

Him: "Tu Lah.Mi Doakan Untuk Pa Lah"

Me: "Slama Ni Mi Tk Doakan I Ker?"

Him: "Hahah~Ok Lah Ok Lah.Amin..Nanti Jumpa Kay Mi.Tk Sabar!"

Hahah~Cute Lah Dekni Ni.Oh Ya,To Faiz's Ex,Before Aku Maki Mak Kau,U Better Stay Away From Us.I Swear U're Freaking Irritating & Don't Try Me.I Don't Wish To Fight Or Argue With Anyone In This Holy Month.Sabar Kila Sabar~Ni Sumer Ujian.Anyway,I'll Be Meeting Hunney & Ikan Later.Then Rara Gf Will Come To Join Us.Double Date Kirekan.Heheh!Thanks Eh Ra Sudi Dtg.Heheh!So,Yah,I'm Just Waiting For Hunney To Come Home From MCYS & I Must Siap2 Already To Go TherE.I'll End Here Kay.Tag Kila Kay * winks * Mwaaaaaahhhhh!Happy Weekends Babes!!

2008-09-18T00:16:00.000-07:00

So Ya,Didn't Attend School Today Since I Slept At 4 In The Morning.HAH!Went Simpang With Dad & Bro To Buy Sahur.I Swear,These Riders Don't Know The Meaning Of Sleeping I Tell You.Sumer Berkumpul~Hahahah!So Anyway,I'm Pissed Right Now.Why?Because Somehow One Of Faiz's Ex Logged In To His Frendster Acc & Deleted My Comments Which I Gave Him Last Night.Hello Bitch!Steady Pipi Jek Kau~Boleh View Aku Plak Tu! Da Gtu Tkper Taw,Bf's In Camp & She's Trying To Control His Acc.Prangai Asshole Mak Kau Per .Pfftt~But,Luckily,Bf's Giving Me The New Password So That I Cn Change It Asap Before She Gets On My Last Nerve.Chatted With Shahril Last Night & That Guy Was Soooo Totally Jealous.Pls,I Can Read Ur Mind Ok.Step Knal Faiz Da Bape Tahon Gtu.I Don't Wish To Argue With You Lah Kan But U Don't Have To Kutuk My Guy To That Extend.U Know My Person Right?I Hate People Talking Bad Bout My Love Ones.Nvm Ril,I Believe In Karma & Tuhan Tu Maha Bsar.He Knows What U're Trying Show To Me.Kesal Skrg Pon Tk Guna Boy.This Is How We Started To Argue :

Ril: "faiz tu mana punya?"

Killa: "Asl Lu Nk Tahu Eh?"

Ril: "Alah,wa knal lu peh boy lah"

Killa: "Ye Ker?Haha!Mcm YeyeOh Ah Lu!"

Ril: "lu tk caya tk psl ah.siket hari lu trn boon keng yg lu blg wa tu,lu jumpe dier per?"

Killa: "Eh,Lu Sapa Nk Tahu Gua G Ane.Dulu Lu Main Tu Pompan,Wa Tk Ckp Pape Ah"

Ril: "hahah!alah,siket hari pon nanti gua find out per sape faiz cino"

Killa: "Find Out Ah Kau.Gua Nk Tahu Bape Pandai Kau Actually."

Ril: "gua pandai lah eh.lu tkmu underestimate gua lah.dulu lu peh boy ada hal ngan gua"

Killa: "Kerana Mulut Badan Binasa Lah Babi.Lu Kutuk Gua,Gua Tk Heran Ah,Gua Tutup 1 Mata Jek,Tapi Tkmu Nk Kurang Ajar Psl Matair Gua Ah Sia.

Ril: "marah nampak org kutuk sal matair dier?hahaha!sorry ah~

Killa: "G Telan Lu Peh Sorry Ah Boy.Aku Malas Nk Gado Ngan Kau.Dari Dulu Sampai Skrg Sial.Boring Siak Hidop Gini.Can't U Be Proud For Me Just For Once?

Ril: "k lah.i PROUD utk korang lah kan.last long ah.gua nk tgk bape jauh bleh pegi"

Killa: "Astarafullah..Aku Da Tk Tahu Aper Nk Ckp Aper Lagi.Sbelom Gua Blg Alfi Sal Prangai Lu,Lu Diam2 Sua.Move On.Mcm Ne Kau Move On Dulu Ngan Pompan St Anthony Tu Blkg Aku.Take Care.Bye.

Ril: "wow!faiz ngan alfi da braders per skrg?"

Killa: "Dari Dulu Eh Sorry Siket."

So,I Logged Out After That & Kept Saying Prayers In My Heart.Ya Allah,Knapa He Changed From Good To Worst.Is It Because Of Me?Watever~Smoga Tuhan Maafkan Dier.Tmrw Faiz's Booking Out Already!Betapa Senang Hati Beta!Hahah!Gonna Hug You Till You Can't Breathe Ah !Hehehe! xD Kay Lah,I Think I've Posted Long Enuf.Keep Those Taggings Rolling Kay.Take Care ~

2008-09-15T01:44:00.000-07:00

Demi kasih sayangYang aku pertahankanSanggupku meniti Malam tanpa mimpi Aku berdoa kita dapat berduaHingga ke akhir hayat Untuk selama-lamanya

Aku bukannya insanIngin cinta percumaTetapi aku sanggup menantimuWalau berabad lama

2008-09-14T00:25:00.000-07:00

Hunny Booked In Late Morning Just Now.I Swear,Yesterday He Was Crazy Jumping Ard Like Bontot Kena Gigit By Semut Like That ! Hahaha! Thank You So Damn Much Hunny For Everything & Introducing Me To Ur Braders ~ Nice Meeting You Dudes , Oh Ya , Not Forgetting Shasha Too (: Too Bad Mummy Was Expecting To Meet Me Yesterday But Hunny's Aunty Was At Home.A Kepo Type Lah Girls.Leceh Siket ~Kekeke! Next 2 Wks Will Be His B'day & I Swear I Tk Tahu Nk Belikan You Aper Seh . . Oh Wait!Dari Smlm U Kata U Nk Baju.So,Kay,Maybe I'll Buy Him Nice Tops Or Even A Pair Of Shoes.Hmm,Kay Nvm,Still Got 1 Wk To Go Btych ! Sabar.Collect Duit Byk2.& Syakilla!Don't Even Think To Buy Urself Something.IT'S FOR UR FAIZ!Kay,I Better Remember That Or Not I Swear He's Gonna Bite Me Like Yesterday!Nyahahah! Next Wk Plan : Outing To Vivo With Bby,Ikan & Ikan's Girl (which he's still searching for it now)Haha!Kesian Kau ~Tkper,Nanti Aku Bwk Kan 1 Yer *winks* Oh Ya,Went Kallang After Goin Bugis For Awhile,Hunney Wanted To Change Phones & Also That Kepo Pakcik Ikan!It Was Damn Effing Funny That I Laughed So Loud That Bby Bite Me(Yes,he bite me again..&again..&again..)Pecah Perut Ah Lu Jack!Ikan Bought A China's Brandless Hp Which Has Tv All That.The Funniest Part Was He Asked The Aunty"aunty ahh,this one got 3g or not?"That Part Me & Hunny Was Laughing Our Asses Off!Siol Ah Kau Ikan xD Oh Gosh,Seriously,I Have To Drag Myself To School Sia Or Else I'm Dead.(literally only)Hahah!Saw Bunch Of Mates At Bugis Yesterday,Nice To Meet U Babes After A Loooong Time Eh? (: & To Dzul(year 2007 ex)Slamat Pengantin Baru.I Understand Why U Didn't Want Me To Come Cause I Know It's Only Kecil-Kecilan Jek.It's Ok.Smoga Berkekalan Hingga Ke Anak Cucu Kay.Amin~So Yah,Promised Ayuu & Hunny That I'll Drag Myself To School For The Whole Week Since I'm Starting To Feel Scared Of Failing Or Staying Back In That Dreadful School.If I Can't Help Myself,Then Who Will?Btol Tk?Actually I Got Tons Of Photos Of Us But Since Hp Aku Haprak Nya Type,I'll Just Have To Bluetooth To Ayuu Tmrw So That She Cn Send Me Thru Comp.Nasib Ader Source!Pheeeww~ Kay I Gotta Go Now.You Babes Take Care Kay.Skrg Baru Bleh Bukak Lagu Raya ! Kekeke!Love Ya!Oh Ya,Tag Me Too Ya (: Mmmmmwwwwaahh!

2008-09-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

Oh Gosh , I Left My Blog So Rusty That My Blog Mates Complained To Update Eh ? Heheh!Sooo Dreadly Sorry Girls (: I Was Preparing For Raya & Also My House Just Got Renovated. . Best Kan ? Anyway , I Really Don't Know Where To Start During My Looooong Break Between Me & My Comp *sobsob* Hahah!Nahh,I'm Back Bitch ! So Yah,Yesterday Was Me & Shahril's 5 Mth Anni Which He's Still Celebrates It(wonder why eh?) & Me,I've Gave Up My Hope For Him & Of Coz Us.Yes,I'm The Person Who Says & Basically Does It So Yah,I Did Not Got Back With Him.I've Had It With His Promises,His Mom Calling Me Up Saying She Misses Me Etc .. All Those Won't Stop My Life.I Can't Hold Back Anymore.I Can't Stay Up Late To Wait For His Call.Why?Because All He Wanted Me To Do,I Did It & All I Wanted Him To Accomplish In His Life,He Still Doesn't Do It.He Still Laying Low & "Chilling".Come On,I Know You Can't Bear Letting Me Go But Pls,Stop Holding Me Back.Do You Know I'm Effing Disappointed In You Cause U Can't Give Me What I Want Exactly?Do You Know Why We Fought Every Single Damn Day?Do You Even Look At My Face When I'm Talking To You? That Is Why I'm Now Rude Towards You.I Don't Pick Up Ur Calls.I Left Our Memories Behind.I Didn't Thought Bout Ur Family.I Didn't Wish U Happy Anni Yesterday.I Have Reasons.The Reason Is You.It's All Ur Fault.& You Have No Rights To Know Who I'm Goin Out With Cause You Went Out With Her Despite Me Knowing Bout It. So,U Cn Pick Up Ur Stuffs Here & Move Along.I Don't Want To Get Hurt Anymore.Not With You.Not This Time.I'm Having The Biggest Exam In My Life,& U Never Gave Me Moral Support.For The Last Time,I'm Sorry I Can't Repeat The History. You Can't Expect Me To Forget Abt The Shits U've Done & Start New Chapter With You.2 times You've Stepped On My Head,Not This Time.Yes,Thanks For The Crumpler You Gave For Our Anni.I Was Not Expecting It Btw.Why Must U Be So Hard On Me?Why Can't You Be Like How I Want You To Be.It's All Ur Good.I'm Gonna Stop Here Cause I Can't Bear To Drag This Matter.I'll Update More Aye.Sorry For The Jiwang-ness Tonite.I Terpaksa Spill It Out Lah Girls.*sigh* Take Care & Slamat Berpuasa Kay (:

2008-08-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

Well Oh Well,I've Been Away For Just Awhile & I Heard Bad Things From People's Mouth Abt My Family?Hah!Bak Kata Pepatah,Umur Tu Menunjukkan Kematangan Kita.Btol Tk?(: Well,I Admit I'm Not That Mature As You Are Lah Kan,But I Don't Go Ard Telling Bad Stuffs Abt The Ones You Loved Once & Hide Urs.How Contradicting ~ But Nvm,Tuhan Tu Maha Esa.One Day,People May See Ur Colours.Not For Now I Guess.Since You NEVER Picked Up Kak Hidayah's Call(how lame cn that be) & U Just Plain Rude,I Have No Comments On That.Aper Nk Buat,People Changed.Yes,Kiter Manusia Buat Kesilapan.Dun Forget Urs Lah Kay.U've Made The BIGGEST Mistake In Ur Life,So,Stop Being Judgemental.Everything Abt U,We Knew.& Yes,We're Not Those Types Who Disrespects You.We Respected You So Much That Now U're Stepping On Our Heads.Hah!I'm Not Surprise.Like What I've Said,Only GOD Judge Us.Oh Ya,Don't Act Like You Don't Know Your Sin Which Probably Until Now U Won't Forget (: Yes,So What I've Crossed The Line?U Started The Sparks First Right?Well,Seriously,When I Heard Stories Abt You,I'm Not Surprised You're Bad.Hah!U're Worst Than Us Thank You Very Much.Haha!Sorry I'm Being Rude &"Immature" But Like What YOU Said,My Blog,My Say,My Venue What.Correct?Oh Ya, Reality Check,Kak Hidayah Is Wayyy Better Than You.Why?Bcause I Can See She Loves & Cares For Us.Although It Doesn't Take 3-4 Yrs To Win Our Hearts,At Least She's Not A Hypocrite.Tkmu Terasa Yer.But I'm Glad If U Are.Yes,She's Like Us.She Dresses Like Us.She Act Like Us.But The One Thing She Have & That You Don't Have It Is Honesty.Come On Lah,I Know What You've Said Abt Me Behind My Back.Pls,Drop The Act.It's Freaking Irritating You Know~Oh Yes,For The Past Few Yrs You've Been With My Bro,I Actually Dislike You Despite U're His Gf.Why?Hah!I Got My Own Reasons.But Hey,Kila Tahu Lah Family Kila Tk Warak Mcm Family Awak,Tapi,For God's Sake,Have Some Face Lah.I Don't Wish To Crossed The Line Any Futher Cause 1st I Respect My Bro.2nd,I Don't Want To Judgemental Unlike Someone Kan & 3rd,My Bro Still Have His Pride.Yes,He's Happy With Kak Yayah.The Whole Family Likes Her.She Helped Alot In This Family.She Commits Herself In This Family.Do You?Haha! NO.My Family Knew Abt Ur Colours Now,So,What The Heck,U Also Stated That You Don't Give A Damn Too Right?Good ~ You Cn Look At The Mirror & Maybe Ask Urself Who Are Hell Are You To Judge People.& Lastly,U Stated That Mom Knows Best Right?Well,Yes My Mom Does.She Knows Everything Each & Single Of Us In & Out.Does Your Mom Know EVERYTHING?Hah~Pot Calling The Kettle Black Huh?Geez ~Again,How Contradicting Cn You Be Babe?I Don't Give A Single Damn Abt You Showing Off Ur Colours.Go Ahead,I Want To See How Far Cn You Go & Test Our Patience.So,I'll Stop Here Ok?I Hope What I've Stated Here Will Make You Realise Your Mistakes Too.

2008-08-12T23:20:00.000-07:00

Gosh , Sorry Sumer Kila MIA ! Nyahahah! So,How's Are You Babes ? Fine ? Gud ! Back To Me , I Just Got Back From Bedok Poly Since I Didn't Attend School Due To Fever.Yes , Sumer Org Tk Caya Alasan Aku . Cb ~ Haha! I'm A Human Too.Of Coz Sometimes Immune Aku Tk Bagus .

-__-" Watever It Is , I Went From 11 Plus To 1 Plus. I Swear People Nowdays Are All Getting Pregnant & Making Babies Like Factory Sia. Hahahha! But , I Kept My Cool & Waited For My Damn Loooooong Turn. Da Lah Sejuk Da 1 Hal , Another Thing Was There's This Chinese Toddler Boy,He Was Shouting & Shouting...AND Shouting..So, I Decided To Let Out A "Chik"Sound When We're Annoyed At Something.Lagi Aku Chik, Lagi Kuat Plak Tu.At That Point Onwards,Everybody Was Already Staring At The Boy's Grandma.I Was Like Hello , Aunty Tu Tk Bersalah Ok ! Mak Bapak Budak Kecik Tu Yg Tk Tahu Ajar Anak Dorang*roll eyes* There Was These 2 Makcik Kepo Sitted Behind Me Talking Bad Stuffs About The Chinese Boy.For God's Sake Lah Cik, Budak Tu Kecik Lagi , Dier Mane Tahu Dier Buat Salah.Anak Cik , Masih Kecik , Cik Tkmu Ckp Bsar Bleh?I Turned Ard & Showed WTF Face.They Were Too Embrassed Sampai Terdiam .Nyahaha!U Got Served Makciks!LOL ! After The Consultation,Bought Dad Food.Waited For The Bus Which Suprisingly For The 1st Time Came When I Was Just In The Line.Good Bus ~ Hahah! Got Home,Helped Dad Around The House.Since My House Will Be Under Renovations , I'll Be Helping Him For Now.Cause My N Levels Are On September Which Also Falls On Fasting Month.So, I'll Be Too Shagged & Weak To Help Him Later.Aku Tolong Advance Lah Kirekan.*winks* Da Lah , Since Doc Gave Me 1 Day MC, I Wanna Have My Rest Coz Evening Later I'm Going To Meet Shahril For Awhile To Transfer My Money To Pay The Online Clothes.I'm Soo Effing Weak Lah ~ My Eyes Are So Droopy & My Legs Are Like Floating In The Mid Air Gtu.Tmrw,School Somemore.Wahliow ! -_-

Kay,Take Care Now.Do Tag Me Kay Before Leaving (: Muackkkkkssss !

2008-08-07T09:09:00.000-07:00

Lols ! I'm All Alone At Home & Bby's On The Fone With Me Asking Me To Sleep. -_-" Aper Aje Lah Bby Nih , I Sorang-Sorang Pat Umah , Dier Suruh Kiter Tito Plak . Wahliow.Nevertheless , He's Being So Cute & Sweet These Past Few Days. I Hope You'll Stay This Way Mil (: New Guy , New Chapter Lah . To Stay Awake Eversince I Woke Up From That Nightmare In The Morning , I Cudn't Close My Eyes. So, Apa Lagi.Me & My Itchy Hands Started To Scroll On Clothes.Yes , I Bought Hoodies Which Was So Uber Cute & Clothes. I Also Purchased A Necklace Which My Name Is Written On It & I Can Do Any Style I Want For It. Style Eh ! Anyways , I Rotted At Home As If I Was Gonna Die. Yes , Basically, I Didn't Went To TKC To Picked Up My Outfit Since Everybody's Super Bz & The Weather Was Too Tempting Pulling Me To Sleep Again..& Again ! Gagaga!! Yes , I'm Changing Number Soon Kay . Stupid Jerks Thinks I'm Stupid.Pls Eh Guys , I've Played This Game Wayyyyyy Back ~ So , Ask For It Kay Babes ! Oh Ya, Those Above Are The Samples From The Blog I Bought From . Kay , I Know I'm Not Gonna Blog For Tmrw Since Imma Gonna Be At My Cousin's Wedding.Enjoy Ur Weekends Yah.Chalobebeh !

xoxo ;

KiLa Jr *

2008-08-06T03:02:00.000-07:00

1st Of All , Gue Rasa Cukup Elated Because Mummy Bought New Keyboard Since My Old Keyboard Prangai -__-" So , I Couldn't Log In To Anything Since It Was Broken , Now , I'm Back ! (: Anyways , School Was Not Like Hell For Me Cause I'm Having Prelims & Got To Go Home Super Early Than The Rest. Nyahaha! So , Went Home , Eat Abit & Zzzzz ~ Gerek Dok Hari2 Buat Gtu ! So, Let Me Recap What I Did & Went To These Past Few Days ;
Monday : Exam Mode
Tuesday : Went Geylang With Kak Yayah To Buy My Purple Kebaya Then Headed To Parkway Parade Since I Was Craving Ban Mien Fish Noodles & Her Tom Yam Fish Noodles Too.Hmmmmmm..Shiok Habes ! Kekeke ~ So, After A Full Stomach , Went To Cotton On To Survey Some Clothes & I Swear , It's Nothing.It's Like Giordano Brand. Last But Not Least , Mango !! As Usual , I Surveyed The Ones I Want & I Got Attracted My This One Top,Next Wk Eh Kila !! Woohoo ! Lastly, Went Back Home By Cab.Thanks Kak For The Treats ! ILY (:
Wednesday : Exam Mode
Thursday : Pick Up Altered Kebaya At TKC & Follow The Girls To Changi To Pay Our Class T.
Friday : Kak Sal's Nikah.I'm Gonna Be Away For One Day Ok !
Sat : Go Out With Mil *mentel mode* Heheh !
Sun : Kak Sal's Actually Wedding Day At Toa Payoh.

Well,That's It Kay.Imma Put An End Today.You People Take Care , Enjoy Ur Weekends

& I'll Be Back For The Pictures Kay ~

Stay Tune With Me !

(da mcm dj plak aku..Nyahaha!)

2008-07-27T00:39:00.000-07:00

I Spend My Precious Saturday At My Cousin's Engagement Day Which I'm Partly Elated For (: Congrats Bro ! May You & Kak Shikin Be Blissfully Married In Time To Come ~ So, The Good Thing That I Was Proud Of Myself Of Yesterday Was I Didn't Even Cared For His Msgs.I Didnt Even Wanna Check My Phone Like I Always Do.Despite Of Still In A Bad Condition,I Still Kept My Chin Up & Took That Time To Bond Again With All My Loves.We Proceed To Wdlands 1st To Give The Ring To The Bride's Side,Then After Those Full Stomach & That Oh-So-Penat Face,We All Went Back To Punggol To Chill Until Night.So,When Night Falls,Abg Doni & Kak Siti Planned To Lend Us 'Pocong 2-40 Hari Bangkitnya Pocong' DVD.Since All Of Us Were Like Jakun Types,Sumer Terpekik-Pekik.Mum Screamed The Loudest Although She Closed Her Eyes 3/4 Of It.LOLS ! After Tired & Exhausted From Screaming,We All Went Home After That.Faizal Kept Msging Me When Am I Goin Home & All That.He's So Cute When He's All Mr.Worried For Me.Nyahhaha!*evil grin* I Got Home,Called Him Gazillion Times So,Ya,He Da K.O 1st! -__-" Despite Of Mom Asking Me To Wait For Her To Finish Her Bath All,I Was Too Shagged & Yes,I Broke Her Promise,I K.O After That.HAHAHAH!Jahat Kan Aku?How Bout Today?Nahh~Sunday Is The Day I Take A Rest & Maybe Do Some Chores.Tmrw's School's Gonna Start Again.Monday Blues Lah ! Mendak Nya! Asshole Betol ! I'm So Gonna Stick To The Plan For Next Wk.Da Lah Smlm Plan Cock Up.Pfft~Ok,Enjoy Ur Coming Weekdays! Te Amor You Guys (:

2008-07-25T05:05:00.000-07:00

So,The Weather Was Effing Nice & Wet To Tell Me Not To Go To School Today.I Knew By Heart Mom Will Be Give Me A Heck Of A Nag.-__-" Eventually,Yes.When I Was Cooking Her Kway Teow Goreng Since She Wanted It Soo Much,I Dragged My Feet To The Toilet & Had To Face The Ice Cold Water.Bsar Peh **** ! But Nvm,Berkorban Apa Saja~Cehh,Baik Nah Aku?Nyahahha!So,After That Fresh Bathe,I Went To The Wet Market To Buy Some Ingredients.Siket Peh Irritating Siak Apek Pat Sana.You See,I Always Followed Mum To The Market Since I Was Young.Dlm Seumur Hidup Aku,Tk Pernah Kena Kacau.Hah!Know Why?Tu Time Kan Masih Blom Matured.Apek Tk Minat Ah :D Nevertheless,Dad Was Being Such A Sport To Help Me In The Kitchen To Give Me Instructions.I Call Him"BOSS". You Know,Later We'll Always Talk Bout Opening A Shop Of Our Own.Actually,Byk Sedara Aku Da Suggest.Basically,Everybody Who Eats Our Cooking Ah~But,Rezeki Tk Menyebelahi Kiter.It's Not Easy Being In The F&B Line.You Have To Have A Capital & Everything.You Have To Sacrifice All Ur Money For That Shop.Rent Lagi~Wahliow..I Don't Think I Can Cope With All That.I Mean.I'm Still A Teen Sia.I Can't Sit In A Shop Everyday After School.I Have Consultations,Friends..Oh Ya,Yg Penting,LIFE ! Haha~Maybe If I Grow Up,Then Maybe I Cn Start Thinking Of It.Since I Love Cooking So Much,How Bout A Try Rite? (: Tomorrow I'll Be Going To Vivo To Catch Batman Begins.Sumpah Abg Aku Buat Aku Tempting To Watch It.I Really Wanna Watch Joker.He Was The One Who Made 'Batman Begins' Rating Higher Than Ever.RIP To Him ~ *sob sob* See!Stay Out Of Drugs.Bcos Of Drugs,U Risk Ur Life.One Pill Cn Make U Addict To More & More Until You Become A Drug Addict.Last-Last,DRC Jln Terus Eh Geng?Haha~I Have Tons Of Friends Who Took All Those Stuffs & Now,They Mend Their Ways.Sumer Da Tk Pegang Benda2 Sial Ni Lagik.I've Been Noticing Many Mats & Minahs Stated Themselves "Shake Ah Shake","Nk Ikan?","Baik Punya Barang".Pls Ah,Stop It Lah.Lu Org Bikin Gua Panas ~ So,Imma Stick To Drinking ! Anyhow, I'll Spend My Whole Day With Faizal Since He Booked Out Today.Oh Ya,He's Staying In The Same Blk With My Grandma.OMG~Gini Mcm Hari2 Aku G Umah Nenek Lah.Hahaha!Bastard Sia Killa!!Grrr..So,I'm Still Shivering Thou The Rain Has Stopped While I Took A Nap From 5-8.Hah!Shahril Came To My Crib Since I Asked Him To Transfer For Me The Money For My Clothes.So,Being A Sweet Guy,He Came Right Infront Of My Doorstep Despite Walking Under The Rain Just For Me.I'm Sorry I Cudnt Kiss You Anymore.Only A Handshake I Cud Spare For U.He Went Out For 1 Whole Day.Hmm~Aku Tknk Tanya.Aku Malas.Aku Penat.Suka Hati Kau Kay?Waiting For Faizal's Msg,I Think He's Running At ECP Bcoz Every Day,They Have To Run From Far Distant.Mampos!Pnat Kape~But Nvm,He'll Be Fine After A Long Rest At Home While Talking To Me On The Fone.Nyahahaha!Kay Lah,What A Random Post.Lagi Skali -_- Tag Me Aye,Love Ya.PS;Enjoy Ur Weekend!

2008-07-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

U Just Take Things For Granted.I Gave You My Heart & Soul Yet You Still Did Things Behind My Back.Do You Know Why I Feel Like Giving Up Too Early?It's Because I'm Tired Of Playing Games With You,With All My Ex's.Enough Of Having Hatred,Enough Of Crying,Enough Of Throwing Tantrums,Enough ! I Can't Even Face U Tomorow Since I'm Borrowing Ur POSB Card For Paying Stuffs.Even After You Said I'm The Only One For You,Deep Down,U've Let Me Down.Really Hurts You Know ~ I Can't Even Face Ur Family.I Can't Even Go To School With Dark Circles Ard My Eyes.I Don't Care If You Kept Saying That You Still Love Me & Need Me.I'm Effing Tired Of It.I Don't Even Know Why You're So Miang To Go To Her House?For God's Sake,Minah Tu Pon Miang.She Even Knows You Had Me.Rika,BLK 526 Bedok North Eh?Yes Yes,Dun Worry Bitch,Bedok Is My Port.My Eyes Are Everywhere.I Don't Even Know What To Say To Him The 1st Thing We Meet.Let The Time Heals My Wound & Let Me Calm Myself.I Can't Make Decisions When I'm In A Very Bad Mood.I'll Let God Choose My Fate.Pls ALLAH,Let It Be The Right One.

2008-07-20T02:46:00.000-07:00

Yes !! These Are The Items I've Pre-Ordered From Online Shopping Except The Bebe Top.Terkopak Siak Kocek Aku.Well,I've Confirmed With The Green Chiffon Tube Dress & Cary's Closet Already.Cheap Sial !!!! Baik Ahh ~ Ok,Confer Lpas Ni Bby's Gonna Maki Me Upside Down.Kena Get Ready Ear Plug Gini Mcm!Nyahahah xD Yey Yey ! Ok,Nk Continue My Shopping Bytches.Have A Nice Sunday.Dun Forget To Tag While Hopping By. Au Revoir (:

2008-07-19T23:40:00.000-07:00

Sumpah Aku Tgh Bingit!I Wrote My Post Abt Last Nite,& This Stupid Blog Thingy Just Disappeared.Bsar Peh Sial ~ Pfft~Nvm,To Short Cut Of My Story,Me & Bby Went Clinic For Drinking Sessions.I Even Bought Black Leggings Since We Dropped By Bugis First.Bby Treated Me Lerk Thai For Dinner.Thanks Sygg (: Sumpah I Gotta Take A Bath Now. I Smell Beer Sia . Why? My Itchy Hands Lah!My Drink Spilled On My Top . Luckily White Top ~ Pheeww~I'll Update Pics Tmrw Or The Day After Kay Darlings.Love Kila Jr Ω

2008-07-18T08:30:00.000-07:00

Binget Sial Aku ! Urgh ~Why? KFC Service Is 100% Poor & Seriously U Guys Have To Follow Mac's Way Of Service. Let Me Tell U Guys In Point Forms Ayte What Are The Things That I'm Super-Pissed Now.

The Service Girl Who Picked Up My Call Was Super-Duper Pemalas Nk Mampos.She Was Like Asking Stupid Ques All.
The Delivery Guy Was Extremely Miang-Nk-Mampos.com . Serious,Mintak Kena Kompang Sia Muka ~
My 3 Zinger Which Mom Really Was Waiting For Wasn't In The Plastic.Big CB For That.The Zinger Was The Main Point Why We Ordered KFC.
So,We Called Up The Service & Enquiry Line.Sumpah They Were Like Bo-Chap Types.Another Big KNNCB!
2nd Last ,So Ya,We Gave Another Hour Since She Told Us She's Gonna Send A Guy To Deliver Us The Burgers But Initially, He's Not Here Till Now. Mak Dorang Peh Laki !
Last But Not Least,Mom Wasn't Satisfied.Member Da Fanatic Already,She Wanna Call Up The KFC Hub,Then At Last, Their Service Was Over.We Can't Get Through Them Already.11.30 Was Their Last Call.Sumpah Ni Part Mcm Aku Nk Trn Sana Sia. Guess What,We Actually Paid The Bill Which Was $50 For The Whole Meal & Yet We Didn't Get What We Wanted.

I Was So Pissed Off That Mom Face Was Changing.Thanks Eh KFC,U've Just Made My Mom's Day Into A Bad Day.Dari Org Tu Lapar Jadi Kenyang Sia.Bsar Peh TOOT! Kay,Sabar Kila.Dun Get Too Harsh On This.But Seriously,Kalau Korang Plan Nk Order,HAH!Gud Luck Ah Eh.Maybe Nari Was My Suey Day.But Hey,Why Must My Mom Involved Too?I Pity Her Sia & Her Money.Assholes Sia The Service.I'm So Not Gonna Order KFC Anymore FULLSTOP. Haiz~Wasting Money Sia.With That Money Cn Buy More Clothes Online. I Think Imma Stick To Pizza Hut Or Mac's. No Mood Already. See U Guys Tmrw. Chao Ω

2008-07-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

Just Woke Up From My Beauty Sleep.LOL ! Byk Aku Peh Morning,It's Already 1pm Kila!Pfft~So Today I Didn't Go To School Since There Will Be Students Wearing Ethnic Clothes & Aku?Baju Skola?How Pathetic & Awkward~ So,I Decided Not To Go.End Of Story.Yesterday Bby Was Working From Nite To Dawn . He Kept Msging Me But Too Bad,I Was Deep In Sleep Already.Sorry Yah Bby! Sis Woke Up Early In The Morning Already To I Don't Know Where.Maybe Went Out With His Bf?Watever Lah~So,Back To Me.Tmrw's Mom & Dad Will Be Having A Getaway From Here.They'll Be In Singapore For Sure,But Be Staying In Hotel Near Orchard Rd. Gerek Pahh!Make Sure Korang Kasi Aku Duit Ah! So,No Plans For Now & Tmrw Yet.Maybe Goin Out With Bby Or With Sys Hidayah & Bro.Maybe For Karaoke Ker?Hmm~We'll See. I'll Update More On My Weekends Ok Babes!For Now,Take Care & Enjoy Ur Weekends Bytches! Sayang Sayang! (:

2008-07-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

Siblings Love W/O Farah
With Bby's Mum ~
Thanks Baby !

As I Promised You Babes My Pics.Enjoy ! (:

I'll Update More Ok.&& Yah,Just Now I Was Screaming Like A Mad Woman When I Stepped Into My Crib.My 2 Items Was On The Table!Lama Giler Per Aku Tunggu Tu Items.But,Nevertheless,I Was Happy & Satisfied With What I've Ordered.Thanks Raine & Yy.I'll Buy More Stuffs Soon Ayte.Planning What I'm Gonna Do On Sat Since Bby's Going Geylang With His Cousins To Buy Wedding Stuffs.Kak Hidayah & Me Planned Of Going Out Together.Together With Bro Maybe ? Well,Tmrw's There's School & Sumpah!Mata Aku Steam Kodok Siaa~ -_-

Till Here Aye.

Love,

KiLa Jr *

2008-07-14T18:17:00.001-07:00

I swear i'm Effing Shivering Rite Now.Hah!I'm In Comp's Lab.Just Finished My Test For Excel Thingy.So Yah,Quite Hard.I Have To Learn & Revise More Things In Times To Come. (: So,Anyway,Tonight I'll Post Up The Zoo Pics!Yey!At Last~All My Recent Pics Cudnt Transfer Into My Comp.CB! -__-" Ok,I'll Be Back In The Evening Ayte Babies :D Tag Yaa! Mwahhhhhhh!

2008-07-13T00:33:00.000-07:00

Yes,I Love Ril So Damn Much Yesterday.He Was Being So Sweet Like Sugarr To Stick With Me At All Times During The Zoo Trip.I Felt That I Was One Of His Family Pushing The Stroller With Didin's. His Parents Were Being So Cute To Force Us To Take A Picture Together At The Most Beautiful Garden EVER ~I Swear The Place Was Packed With People Of Coz Some Were So Kiasu To Get A Spot To Rest.But Overall,The Weather Was Nice & Perfect.Sorry I Cudn't Upload The Pictures Today.Soon,I Promise (: So Then,We Really Had The Best Time Yesterday.His Mother Kept Asking Me To Eat.ALOT ! Nk Mampos?!Hahah! xD Farah,Atiqah & Of Coz Kak Shilah Was The One Who Made Me Felt As If I've Known Them So Long.Since Farah's Bday Was On Friday,I Even Bought Her 2 Mango Tops Which Was So Nice.I'm Glad U Liked It Babe*winks* And Yes!We Were At The Zoo From 10-3! 6 HRS OI !But I Didn't Feel Even A Bored Feeling Coz They Really Made My Day Since Mom Nagged Me Since The Morning I Woke Up.Thanks Ma & Pa For The Wonderful Yet Sweet Trip For Me ~ After All Those Long Walks,We Headed Back To Bby's Crib Since His Mom Was Working After That.His Parents Headed Out At 4 Or 5 I Think?Wakaka!Since We Were Soooo Damn Tired To Go Out,We Watched KL Drift.Had Long Talks With Her.We Talk About Everything.From Our Ex's To Girl's Stuffs.Heheh~I Counted How Many Hrs I Spent With Bby & It Was 9 hrs!Lama Nya~Keke!Ok,I Gotta Go Guys.Mummy's Nagging At Me To Eat.Makan Pon Org Paksa ! Aiyahh~What A Life!*Smacks At Forehead* Tag Me Ok Babes! Loveee *

2008-07-10T04:36:00.000-07:00

Yes,I Have Nothing Much To Talk Today Due To The On & Off Weathers.Gaaawwd~It Was Raining Heavily & The Another Minute Was Sunny Like Hell.I Was In The Bus On The Way Home Thinking; "Da Knapa Ni Tukar2 Cuaca??Aiyoo~Conferm Aku Demam.Kalau Tk,Pening Lalat."Haha~Literally,I Don't Talk To Myself Ah Of Coz!Haha~But I Was Showing That Muka-Blur Face.Haha!!How Fast The Time Flies Huh?Today Is My 3rd Anni.Oh Gosh,Can He Be Any Sweeter?*chuckles* Since Both Of Us Are Skuling Tmrw & We're So Not In The Mood To Go Out,We Just Swapped Sweet Msgs.LOL!How Cute Huh?BUT!Eventually,We'll Celebrate It At The Zoo On This Saturday With His Lovely Family.How Sweet Is His Mom To Invite Me Though She Just Knew Me Like When,3 Months Only?Haha~Thanks Cik,U're The Best (; && Not Forgetting Bby's Lil Sys Bday Is Today,So,Happy 17th Bday Ya Farah!Hope We'll Bond More As Days Goes By.I'm So Having Mood Swings.DAMN PMS!Biler "Dia" Tk Dtg,Aku Kanchong,Biler "Dia" Dtg,Aku Complain.Haha!Wtf?Make Up Ur Mind Bitch :D Kay,I Think Imma Stop Here For Today.Chao Darlings!Do Tag Ya ~ PS : I LOVE YOU TILL THE END*

2008-07-06T05:45:00.000-07:00

Why Is It So Hard For Me To Realise That U're Not The One For Me?
Why Am I Torturing Myself Just To Be Perfect Infront Of You?
Why Things Are Getting Complicated Day By Day?
Why Do I Still Hold Grudges Towards You?
Why Is It So Hard For You To Appreciate Me?
Why Must You Praise Others When I'm Just Beside You?
Why Are You Mocking Me When You Knew You're Not Perfect Either?
Why Must I Cry At The Same Damn Thing?
Why Are You Still In My Head After We Broke?
Why Must You Appear In My Dreams & I Woke Up With Tears In My Eyes?
Why Are You So Cold-Hearted?
Why Do You Want Me To Leave You When You Knew We're Happy?
Who Do You Think You Are?
Who Do You Fucking Think You Are Dude?
Who Am I To You?
Who The Fuck Are You To Tell Me I'm Not Good For You?
Who Are You Tell Me Off?
Where Is Your Manship?
Where Is Your Courtesy?
Where Is Your Love & Concern?
Where Is Your Heart?
Where Are The Promises You Told Me During 2007?

I Really Really Felt Disappointed Of Myself Writing All This Shits Just For You Yazid.Damn You Bloody Dido~Let Me Tell You Something Dude,I'm Better Off Without You.You Can't Even Take Care Of Me Just For 3 Months.Wtf Was That?Thanks For The Wake Up Call.I Really Need That.Oh,Drop Those Acts Of Asking Me Who's Shahril All.He's My Bf.Why?I've Been Going Out With Him For 3 Mths.Same As You.Yes,He Made An Initiative To Say Good Things About Me To His Family & Friends.Unlike You Dude.& Yes,It Feels Gooood.Maybe You're Matured.But I'm Sorry You're So Not Ready To Date A Girl.Why?Cause You Treat Them Like Dirts After That.Pls Jid,Get Your Priorities Straight.For Once~ I'm Blessed With What I Have Now.Thanks Alot Ril.You're The One I Can Rely On.Amin ~

2008-07-04T20:30:00.000-07:00

Gooooooooooood Morning Bitches :D Sleep Well Last Night?Haha~Not For Me.Bf Was Working Till Morning & I Heard He Got Injured.My Gawwwwd,U Eh..Tk Pernah Hati-Hati Taw! -_-"

But,He's Ok Now.Must Be Sleeping Like A Pig Right Now.Heheheh!Got My Items From Jean.Thanks Babe!Can't Wait To Wear It.Have You Guys Went Out With Someone Who Sold You Clothes Through Online?Haha!Cute Rite?She Actually Links To All My Friends.Like She Knows Farrah & Afai. She Knows Some Of The Siglapians Too.Haha!What A Small World Huh? *winks* Cross Out Items.Next,VS HOT PINK TANK TOP ! Yezzzzzzaaaaa!Tk Sabar Gue!Oh Ya,Mom Was Excitedly Showing Me Norfa&Baihaiki Wedding Invitation.We Got Invited Coz My Uncle Knows Baihaki's Dad.Haha.Funny Thing,People Called Them Sgapore Posh&Beckham?Hahah!!What A Compliment Siaaa~Whatever It Is.Nurul Aini's Wedding Was The Best & She Was Listed The Wedding Of The Year.Heehehe~So Cute Right?But Watever It Is,To Norfa & Bai,Slamat Pengantin Baru Yer.Smoga Tuhan Merahmati Anda :) Ok,Enuf Of Gossips.I Gotta Go Now.Meeting Bf Later To Give Me Money.Yeyeyyeyeyeyeyye!!!Sygg Lu Ah Eh! (: Byee Bitches.Stay Tune For More Yah!Happy Weekends!

2008-06-30T07:01:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY KILA,STOP BLOGSHOPPING!!!!!! Damn,My Hands R So Itchy To Browse Through All Those Summer Dresses & Hot Tops.I'll Update Pictures Soon Ok.I'll Get My Items Soon Such As Green V Dress, Topshop White Blouse & VS Hot Pink Top.It's So Freaking Affordable & I'm Burning My Money Slowly I Tell You!Damn!Ok,Stop Kila.Pause.Oh Shit!Why Must It Be Too Tempting Damn It!! Hahaha~ :D Ok,Gotta Have Some Rest.Eng Oral Tmrw & Also Goin Out For Awhile To Withdraw Money.Til Then,Goodnight & Happy Shopping!But Pls,Don't Be Like Me.Hahah!Korean Floral Green Chiffon Dress & BN MNG Beaded Vespa Top Are Still Pending.Can't Wait For Their Replies!! Weeeeeee~

2008-06-27T19:39:00.000-07:00

Weeeee~It's Weekend Already?Fuuhh~5 Days In School & Coming Home Home Late Due To Xtra Classes Has Ended.BUT!The Nightmare Will Start Back On Monday.Haha!!Well,Monday Is A Big Day For Me.Well,That Goes To Tuesday Too.My Eng Oral Is On Monday & O Level MT Is On Tuesday.Mother Fuckjeoijedkjeijfrn!!!! Cpat Sgt Siak~I'm Soooo Not Ready Yet.Ok Nvm,This Is Not My 1st Time Having Orals All.So,I'll Pray That Everything's Gonna Be Alright :) Great~I Planned To Wake Up Late Today Since I Wanna Have Enuf Sleep From That 5 Days In Hell But Then Bani Msg Me.Baikkkkk Ah Geng! -_-" So, Talked To Bani For Awhile Since He Was In The Workshop Fixing His Bike.Hmm~I Guess I'm Not Gonna Go Out Today Since All My Peeps Are Still Sleeping Like A Pig.Hhahah!! Listening To 'Kau Mawarku' By 2BY2 & Dato SitiNurhaliza.Honestly Her Voice Is Soooo Much Better Back Then From Now.Skrg Kan Siti Da Mature So Suara Pecah Ah..Hhahaah!Siol Ah Aku :D This Song Freaking Made Me Float In Air.Listen To It Ok ~It's A Song For People Who's Deeply In Love.Sumpah Nanti Ptg Aku Nk Karaoke Lagu Ni ! Kekekeke ! Job Hunting After N Beb! Can't Wait To Get Hands On That Notes.Fu-yoh ! Hhahaha! Ok,This Is Soo Fuckin' Random Post.Well,Actually,I Always Did That.Hah!I'll Update More On My Zoo Trip On July Ok ;D Enjoy Ur Weekends Darling.Take Care! Mwaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh !

2008-06-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

So,I Was Tagged By My Dearly Rara To Do Some Survey,So,Here It Goes :)

What Do You Want Most: Hmm~Happiness & Prosperity!
Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?: Milannnnnn Pls Babbyyy~
What's Ur Fav Things To Do?: Chilling & More Drinking Sessions.
Do You Think Money Can Buy Happiness?: N.O.P.E
If You Can Have One Dream To Come True,What Will It Be?: I Want To Expose Myself To My Singing Talent Or Maybe Cooking Show ?;)
Do You Believe U Can Survive W/O Money?: Honeyyy,In Singapore?Duhh~Of Coz Not.
Who Are You Thinking To Be With Now?: My Whole Family.
What's L.O.V.E?: L=Lust O=Original V=Very Precious E=Enthusiasm
What Do You Dream To Do In Future?: To Have The Best Job & To Have A Eternal Love.
List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you: Cute,Funny & Supportive.
What Makes You Happy?: To Be With Someone I Love Lahh -_-"
What Type Of Person Do You Hate The Most?: Hyporcrites & Liars
Where Do You See Urself 10Yrs Down The Road?: Having A Child Of My Own...!
At What Age Do You Intend To Get Married?: 24!Kekeke!!
How Much Do You Love Ur Bf?: As Much As He Loves Me Too.
What I Wish For?: An Eternal Love & Happiness.
If You Had A Chance To Change Ur Life,What Wud You Change?:No One's Perfect,So,Just Let The Past Go.We'll Learn From It :)
The Love Of Ur Life Now?: It's Too Soon To Say..
Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her?: Maybe,Ntah Eh...*Giggles*
How Strong Are You?: I'm Strong Enuf To Handle My Own Probs Till Now.

Instruction: Remove 1 question from above & add in your personal question. Make it a total of 2o questions. Then tag 8 people in your list & list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

EllyGold
HerdaScott
MizzFyda
NanaCyber
LynnAstro
ShiiraMampatz
Ayuu
Yenn

2008-06-18T21:34:00.000-07:00

11am.I Woke Up Exactly That Minute When I Had The Scariest Dream In My Whole Life.Ya Allah~It Was So Scary That I Cudn't Open My Eyes To See The Sun.Ok,Basically,I Dreamt Of Devils.Yes,Satans.There Were People Going Ard Naked.Sex Everywhere.I Was The Only One Who Didn't Went Naked.So Then,There Was This Satan Came To Me & Forcing Me To Join Him.Aku Aper Lagi,PECOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTT!I Remembered Running So Fast But Actually,It Was Still Standing Infront Of Me.I Swear I Don't Know How To Explain To You Guys About My Dream Actually.It Was ...Freakishly Scary + Made Me Realised That Life Is Not For Eternity.Yes,I'm Glad,Very Glad That God Actually Woke Me Up.Oh Gawd....Seriously,Wash Ur Legs Before You Go To Sleep Or Say Some Prayers Before Closing Ur Eyes.My Hands Is On The Keyboard But My Mind Is Still Wondering; Why Did I Dream Of That?

Why Was It So Hard To Wake Up?

What Shud I Be Realising From That Dream?

These 3 Questions Will Not Be Answered Of Coz.As For Now,I Think I Have To Calm Myself.Like My Dad Always Says;"Mimpi Jgn Terbawak-Bawak.Nanti Hidup Tk Aman"

I Think Im Gonna Stick To The Old Man Say.Ok,I Need A Bath.Bye All ~

2008-06-15T00:08:00.000-07:00

Well-Well,It's Been A While I Didnt Post An Entry.So Yah,Here It Goes.Next Wk,Hell's Gonna Open Lah!LOL!Yes,I Define School As Hell,Thank You Very Much :D But Yah,I Rather Go To School Than Being At Home Eating Salads Whole Day;Aku Da Mcm Rabbit Kau Tahu!Hahaha!Other Than That,Mom's Back From Sarawak.One Word To Define My Mom's Actions Last Nite,DRAMATIC.Pffftt -_-" Lagi-lagi Dpan All My Cousins.Wtf Was That Huh?Welcome Home I Guess Huh~Watever!Nevertheless,I Just Bo Layan Her Attitude Which Was So Out-Of-The-Blue.You Must Be Wondering What I've Did During My Break Uh~Well,I Had Drinking Sessions With Babygirls Both At Home & Modestos.Fav Place ;) Oh,I Miss Riding With The Boys.We Used To Go Out Everyday Exploring,Karaokes,Eating,Biliards,Swimming At Nite.Haha!But Hey,Life Has To Move On I Must Say.Some Were Already Married & Waiting Of Having A Child Of His Own.Wow.Now I Could Say,The Time Flies So Fast Without Us Noticing It.Well,Aku Da Lama Nk Mkn Nasi Minyak,Surely,I'll Get An Invitation Soon!Hahah!Love You Bros =] Crib's Becoming Much & Much Quiet Right Now.Well,I Never Believe In Such Phrase Saying,"Family Is Always There Supporting You."I Hate That Word;Always.Can I Change It Please?Let Me Change It To Sometimes.That Will Work I Hope.*Sigh*Ok,Enuf Of Family Matters For Now,I Can't Wait To Graduate Man!Oh Pls Oh Pls!Ite Bishan Pls ? :D Hahah!Oh,I Gotta Go Now.Kila Nk Mandi!Sorry Nani,Aku Tk Dpt Dtg Kau Nya Pertunangan Hari Ni.I'm Dreadly Sorry Babygirl :( I Promise Aku Blanja Kau Mkn !Kekeke!Slamat Pertunangan Yerr ! Smoga Berkekalan Ker Jinjing Pelamin!Mwahhhh~

2008-06-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

Oi Fyda,Oi Elly!Heheh!These Two Ladies R The Ones Who Cheered Me Up & Made Me Laugh Like Hell,Without Failing.Bsok Dtg Yerr..Haha!Like My Friend Said To Me Once,New Frends May Be With Us Till The Last Day We Stand.Well,That May Be True.So,Nenek-Nenek Ku,Thanks For Making My Life A Hell Of A Ride!Sayang Korang!Kiter Kasi Mati Tu Budak Yg Buat Profile Haramjad Tu Yerr.Love You Babes!Mwahhhhhhh~Sentosa Aku Blanja!Suker?Mesti Ah,Free~Hahahaha!

2008-06-05T23:51:00.000-07:00

Why Must All Of This Happens Now?Why Must I Left All Alone Stressing This Matter Out?Come Back Home Pls ~ I'll Miss You.

holiday pictures ~

2008-05-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAY PICTURES !

GOODNIGHT !

2008-05-24T00:42:00.001-07:00

Sorry For That Looonggg Vacation Getaway Aye :) Need Some Peace & Quiet For The Moment.So,Miss Me Huh?Hehes!Sorry Lah Kae!For Today I Might Not Post About My Penang-KL Trip Due To The Pictures I Haven't Transfer Into The Comp YET.So,Just Wait For The Pictures Till Monday Ok.But Today,I'm Goin To Vent My Anger About A Particular Girl Which Is So Fucking Irritating.Who?I Don't Wish To Tell Too Actually Cause She Has Too MANY Haters Already.Now Fat Girl,Who Are You To Call My Sister A Bimbo?Wait,A Bitch Calling Another Bitch A Bimbo?Woah,That Must Be A Hard Work For You Huh?Hah!Well,Asal Aku Tkbleh Backing Untuk Kakak Aku Kalau Kau Sendiri KENTAL Backing Untuk Kawan Decent Kau Tu?Haha~Such A Funny Girl.Patotlah Kakak Aku Ketawakan Kau.Oh Ya,Kau Suker Eh Main Sembunyi2?Look Who's The Small Kid Now.I May Be Younger Than You.That Is Why I Am Writing This Post To Tell You To Mind Ur Own Fucking Business.Are You Even Born To Be Kepo?I Could Not Believe My Ears When My Sis Told Me U Did Not Dare To Table Talk With Her.Is That Her Fault?Now Tell Me,Who's The One Who's Claiming & Mati-Mati Nk Bobal Dpan2?You Know If You Would Stay Out From Her Life,That Would Be Great Actually.But If You Insist,Then Go Ahead,Make Her Day Miserable.Cause As A Sister,I Know My Own Sis Adore People Like You.Funny & Irritating People Like You.Bitch About Her.That Will Make Her More Famous.& Hell Yeah,She Can Kick Ur Ass Anytime.Wait!Are You Reaching Ur Phone To Call Up Ur Clan Buddies?LOL ! What An Excellent Move.So Excellent That I Can See A Pair Of Wings Under Ur Arm.CHICKEN~ So What I'm The Kepo One?Aku Adek Dier Per.I Have All The Rights To Back For Her.You're Just A Friend.U're Useless.Ur Points Are Useless.You Don't Even Have An Evidence To Prove That You Win.So Shameless.TSK TSK TSK ~You Always Had Something To Say To Irritate People.Patotlah Org Benci Kau Eh.Kalau Da Tkder Pape Nk Comment Lagi,Tkmu Waste Kau Punya Bill Msg2 Kakak Aku.&& Yah,In Times To Come,Kalau Da Kalah,A Sorry Would Be Nice To Say.Or Either Kau Cuci Kau Punya Taik Sbelom Kau Sua.For God's Sake,Tkmu Terror Pat Internet Or Telefon Jek Ah.Jumpa Ah.Oh Ya,This Time,Bring Ur Tiny Brain Too.Kau Nk Bwk Satu Lorry Pon,Dipersilakan.Cause She Is Never Too Scared To Face This Type Of Anak Abu.Oh Ya,Congratulations Kau Declare Diri Kau Kental.Cause The Fact Is You Are.One Word,Take Care Sua.

2008-05-17T03:58:00.000-07:00

Ok,I Didnt Blogged For These Past Few Days To The Mid Yr Results Blablabla.Seriously,I Was Super-Duper Disappointed In Myself.Maths Like Usual Lah.Single Number.I Can't Keep Slacking Cause Damn It Prelims Are Ard The Corner Kila!Wake Up & Get That In Ur Brain !

So Yah,Darling Fina Went To My Crib For Awhile.Kila+Fina=GOSSIPS ! =D I Truly Miss Her.It's Like A Few Months I've Never Met My Sister Like That.Speaking Of Sister,I'm O.K With My Sis Already.I Can Actually Accept The Fact That She's Actually In Love With Alfi.That's Good.Jodoh Di Tgn Tuhan.So, Accepyt The Fact Bitch.Or Shud I Say BITCHES.Hah!Sorry Folks For The Bad Words.So,All The Best Sis In Trash Talking Them.Soon,They'll Know Who's The Bitch.Ok,Enuf Of Bitching People.Tmrw Morning I'll Be Goin Travelling To Malaysia.Not Sure Where.But Of Coz,One & Only KL Babyyy!Yeah!Shop Till You Drop.So Ladies,Grab Ur Luggage & Fly To Kl Aytes.Why This Month?Oh I'll Tell You Why.It's Because It's The Season Of Megasale Bitches!Holla!Hahaha!!Can't Wait To Get My Hands On That Bags.Yes,I Can Hear The Bags Calling Me At Petaling.Hah!Eh Sorry Eh,Aku Nya Beg Ader Yg Original Ok.Dun Think I'm A Cheapskate.LOL ! Some Things Are Better Off Affordable.That Way,I'm Loving It.Holiday=NO SCHOOL(aku jek!)haha!!So,Have Fun In School While I'll Throw My Make Up On & Drive On That Sunny Malaysia.Pray For My Safety Aytes.Ok,Pictures Will Be Uploaded Soon.Now,Enjoy The Pics That I Took With My Dearly Beloved Sepet= BF !! :) PS : CONGKAK Was Great!Go & Watch It.Alone(aku sendiri tk brani!)Enjoy Your Holidays!Au Revoir ~

2008-05-04T23:04:00.000-07:00

LOL ! Sorry Siket,Aku Tk Pakai Pon Baju Roxy Kau!Baju Kembang Jek Salahkan Aku.Pls Lah.I Have My Own Clothes Ok.Aku Tk Desperate Sgt Nk Terkinja-Kinja Pakai Baju Kau Tu.Mane Baju BEBE Yg Kau Janji Nk Beli Kan Aku Fer My Bday?Hah!Ku Rasa Kau Simpan Sua Tu Duit Buat Kau Peh Mkn.Kau Kan Tk Ader Rumah.Da Lah Tk Balek,Abe Nk Maki-Maki Aku.LOL!So Pathetic Of You Sia.&& You Said I Wasn't The Wiser One.Hmm~Like I Say Bitch,It's Karma.Oh Ya,Since You're Always On My Track,Then Let Me Inform You That Abah's Changing The Lock To Our House.So,Good Luck In Coming In The House.Oh Ya!I Forgot,Kau Tkder Rumah.Ni Kan Hotel!Hmm..Aku Pnat Ah Nk Complain2 Sal Kau.But I Think I'm Just Gonna Let It Out Once & For All.Ingat,Kau Pkir Kau Hidop Forever Eh?Mothers Day Is Coming & Prangai Mcm Siak.Eh,Our Parents R Getting Older Ah.So R You.Where R Ur Sense Of Responsibility?Mane Kau Peh Janji Last Few Yrs For This Family?Bobal Kosong Ah Kau~Da Lah Eh,Since Kau Tadi Angkat Kain Baju Kau,I Guess Kau Tkkan Balek For How Many Days Or Maybe Weeks,Or Months,Or Yrs.Hah!!When Will You Grow Up & I Mean Think Of This Family.Kau Da Berubah.I Freaking Hate Ur Fucking Attitude.Kau Nk Step Big Ngan Aku.Eh,Aku Yg Slama Ni Byk Bersabar Lah.Get That In Your "Genious O Level Brain" Ah..Waste Current Jek Bobal Ngan Org Masok Kiri Kuar Kanan.Aku Mkn Chocolates Pon Cantek.Pkir Kan Karenah Manusia2 Mcm Gni.Tkder Hati Perot.

2008-05-04T01:37:00.000-07:00

Eh!Hi!Kekek :D Well,Today's Seems To Be A Fine Day In Bedok.But It's Too Hot.I Need Some Rain God!Pretty Pls? ;) Heheh!Got Up Today At 10+ Then Studied History & Chem Fer Tmrw Papers.Bismillah ~ Hmm,I Hope I'll Do Best For My History Paper.Aku 1st Time Jek Pass History.2nd Time Please Kila?!Favour Ah!Haha!Did House Chores All,Ate & Now Doin' My Own Things.Chatting With Gf Nad & Bro Hidir.Damn I Miss Him!Sis Havent Came Back.This Is For You Eh,Since Kau Baca Blog Aku Though Kau Tk Balek.Then,Okeh.Here It Goes.Best Tk Balek?Tk Cukup Per Pat Luar?Kau Byk Duit Per Org Supply Kau Sampai Tk Ingat Umah Sumer?Sorry Eh Aku Post Pat Blog Aku Psl Personal Life Kau But My Blog,My Say.Too Bad If U're Pissed With It.So,Where Was I Again?Oh Ya~Kau Nk Enjoy To The Fullest Eh?Kau Da Tkder Mak Bapak Lagi Eh?Dgr-Dgr Aku Invisible Eh.Kau Kalau Pkir Tk Guna Kalau Duduk Umah,Then Abah Say Kalau Boleh Angkat Kain Baju Kau Jln Kuar Ni Umah.But,You Think As A Sister,I Like Seeing You Like That Huh?Eh,Aku Pon Ader Hati Perot Ah.Aku Byk Bersabar Ah.Aku Buat Keje Umah Sumer,Still Aku Yg Kena Marah By The End Of The Day.Kau Pkir Aku Tunggul Eh Pat Umah Ni?Kau Pkir Family Kwn Kau Per Yg Slama Ni Ngan Kau?Mak Kwn Kau Per Yg Branakkan Kau?Kasi Kau Mkn Sumer?Eh,For Our Sake,Balek Lah.Get A Life Man.Kau Pkir Ni Rumah Hotel Eh Kau Balek,Kau Mandi,Kau Siap,Kau Kuar Balek.Eh,I Don't Like Ur Freaking Irritating Attitude Man.It Sucks.Kau Bukan Kecik Lagi Taw.Kau Da Bsar.Go Get A Job & Start Feeding Us.Tkkan Kau Nk Rely On Mama & Abah?Si Abg Tu Aru Start Keje.Dier Spendrift Like We All Know.Is This The Sister I've Known Fer Yrs?You Nvr Went Clubbing All.You Nvr Acted Irresponsible.You've Nvr Been An Ego Person.For Once,Stop Thinking About Urself Lah.You Think Im Happy Seeing Mama's Face So Moody & Always Throwing Her Tantrums To Me When She's Angry At U?Kau Pkir Aku Suker Per?I Got More Things To Do Than Rather Think About Ur Childish Acts.Aku Pon Ader Hidop Sendiri.&& Yah,Kau Kan Professional About Love Stuffs Right.Well,What Goes Ard,Comes Ard Bitch.U're Not Pro At All.Look Who's Unfaithful Right Now.Yes,You May Still Love Him,But Does He Knows You're Just Lying To Him?&& You Said I'm The One Who Always Do Bad Things Behind My Guys.LOL!Look Who's Laughing Now Huh~Aku Tkder Pape Lagi Nk Complain Sal Prangai Kau.Suka Hati Kau Okeh Nk Balek Atau Tk.But As A Sister,My Prayers For You So GOD Will Open Ur Heart One Day & Show You The Right Path Will Nvr Stops.
3 Words, Come Back Home ..

2008-04-27T01:57:00.000-07:00

Okeh,I Can See Spider Webs Hanging At My Blog.HAH!Sorry Fer The Long-Never Post Okeh.Was Busy At Home & Shopping Since People Gave Me Money On My Bday.So This Is The Time I Spent It Correct? Hehes~Went Out With Bf 3 Days Straight.CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?Mcm Tk Jemu Seh!Kekek!He's Like Always Making My Day :D Enuff Of My Darling,I Soooo Need A New Hp.Why?Leceh Lah Nk Bluetooth Pat Org All My Pics & Asking Them To Send Them Thru Msn.Why Can't I Do Those All Myself?PSL HP CLASSIC NOKIA AKU TKDER USB OR MEMORY CARD!Btol Peh Sial Ah~Bingit Okeh!Next Yr Sweet 17 Ah Gni Mcm!Urgh -_- !

Sis Havent Come Back After 2 Days Outside.She Went Out With Kassreal To Watch My Ex Bf Perform(FUAD RAHMAN).SHIOK SENDIRI SIAK AKU!Hahahh!!No Lah,I'm Just His Number One Fan.Sorry Eh Kassreal,Bukan Kau Sorang Jek.Hah!!Tmrw Skuling.Wed Is Eng Paper1 & 2.Dead Shit Man!Eng Nk Blajar Aper Siol?Sumpah,Otak Blank Nanti.InsyALLAH,Everything's Gonna Be Fine.Amin ~ :) I'm So Gonna Watch 'Over Her Dead Body' That Is Showing On Theatre Right Now.Eva Longoria Super Damn Hot.Mcm Biasa~Me & Mum R So Not Looking Eye To Eye For Period.Sumer Salah Aku.Berserak Siket,Aku.Ni Aku,Tu Aku.I'm So Through All This.Can't Wait To Start My ITE Life & Work,Work,Work My Ass Off.It's For My Best Mum.I Wanna Start As Soon As Possible.Mother's Day Coming This 15 May.Tkmu Lupa Hadiahkan Mak2 Korang Sumer Yer ;) Okeh,Gtg Now.Hugs & Kisses Bitches ! PS : Don't Forget To Tag Aytes*

2008-04-22T02:39:00.000-07:00

Okeh,I Swear I Was Crying When I Was Reading Gf Ayuu's Blog About Me.I Was Like,No One Ever Did That To Me & Those Surprises All ~ && I Nvr Thought Of Today.I Thought It's Gonna To Be Like A Normal School Day,But It Turned Out To Be The Best In My Life.Thanks Hunney Fer Spendin Ur Money On Me Though I Nvr Gave You Anything On Ur Bday.I Felt So Bad & I Held My Tears During The Cake Cutting Part.That Moment,I Had My Gfs All Ard Me Singing To Me.I Told Myself,After 4 Yrs With Them,Now I Feel They Really Love Me.Months Away To My N & Each Of Us Will Be Apart.Some Will Be Working,At ITE,Married Maybe ~But Hey,That's Life.Everything Has To Move On.So,Here's The Picture Of Me & The Tom & Jerry Cake Which Ayuu Bought For Me! :D

2008-04-19T19:01:00.000-07:00

Hah!Okeh Babes,After A Loooooonnggg Time I Nvr Post , So Let Me Start With Yesterday Okeh :) So,Went To Vivo With Hunney.DAMN ! He Was So Sweet Mcm TOOT ! He Nvr Let Me Took A Peek Of My Present Which He Held Until After Our Dinner At Secret Recipe..Hah!Aper Jek Lah B Ni .Hehehhe!So,Nevertheless,He Gave My Present To Me When We Were Smoking At The Roof Which Aku Terbump With My Ex & His Gf.Stare-Stare ,Dgr2 Bleh Mkn Per?!Babi Peh Jantan -_-" Okeh,SOrry Bout That,Back To The Story,1st It Was A Big Box,Kila Bukak JEK.AAHHHH!Teddy Bear ! TheN Got Something Written On The Teddy Bear, 'SPECIAL GIRLFRIEND' . Jatuh Gerl ! :D 2 Minahs Kepo2 Nk Tgk Psl They Were Also Sitted Beside Us.Haha!Then,Havent Yet!Stil Got More ! He Hid A Perlini Silver's Necklace Ard The Teddy Bear & Then Aku Terkejot Mcm Beruk!Haha!"Hunney!Aper Nih?!Thank You!!!!!!MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH!!!" He Then Whispered "I Love You Ok..Wear It & U'll Feel That I'm With You.." Nk Nanges Tkbleh,Tahan Kan Mascara.Haha!Still,My Hands Was Stuck To His & We Watched Sunset.SUMPAH CINEMA AT VIVO SUPER PACK LIKE FUCK !DON'T GO!Hhaha!Okeh,Chalet Pictures Updated!Enjoy Yah :) Do Tag Too Okeh.22 April,SWEET SIXTEEN !

2008-03-28T13:12:00.000-07:00

Haha!Just Finished Watching My Talentime Video In My Comp.Thanks Ayuu && Dyla :)
So Yah,I'll Put The Video Up For You Guys Okeh !Yah,My Day Started Quite Good.Dearest Aht Called Me.Didnt' Sleep For One Whole Day Despite Friday Morning I Have To Drag Myself To School.Talked & Laughed Til Morning Sampai Aku Meningau2.Hahah!&& Also Went To School Terserempak Amir.My Old Time Ex.Hah!He Was Waiting For His Friend To Fetched Him At Tanah Merah.He Was Like Shocked To See The New Me.He Suddenly Asked"You Potong Ur Rambut Eh.?"Hahah!!Then I Simply Nod.Hahah!So Yah,Enjoy The Video Okeh Babes!Sorry Fer The Short Post !Gd Morning!Love Yah!!

2008-03-19T04:13:00.000-07:00

Okeh , I'm Back To The Blogging Life Lah ~ My Comp Was Dead(Inalilah :D)& hAD To Do Some Repairs.So Yah,I'm Back Bitches!How R U Guys ? :) Miss Kila ?Hehehe!I Hope U Do *Insert Muka Tk Tahu Malu* Heheheh!School's Been Fun But My Sit-Beside-EverGoodGf Didnt Came To School Fer 2 Days Was A Boredom :( Well , The Bitch Is Back ! && She IS STILL Sick ! Sakit-Sakit Mkn Ice ! Degil Ah nI Ayuu !!! Urghh ! Hahaha!Well,Mdm Gill Been Giving Me Praises On My History Sub.Hah!This Yr Aku Mcm Semangat Gtu On History. :) Hitler,I'm So Loving You Right Now~Hah!Siol Ah Kila!Nvm Bout That,Goin Vivo This Thurs Wif Remy :) InsyaALLAH ~
I hOPE pLANS Menjadi Lah Okeh.Okeh Lah,Gotta Do Some Stuffs . Take Care Sumer Hot Babes! lOVe YaH ! Muaaxxxx !

2008-03-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

Okeh , Monday Blues Katakan ~ Bored Liow !!March Hols Pon Kena Patah Alek Skola.Cibai Kia!Urgh ~ -_-" So Yah , My Dae Started Off With MT & Then CPA ~Computer Labs Nari Prangai~Sumer Com Lagging.Urgh!So,Tmrw Got 2 More Sessions.Eng & Maths!Hah!Sumpah Aku Bwk Bag Kecik Totek Jek :D Since My Files R Under The Table Gitu ,..Hehehe!Was Raining The Whole Dae,Luckily I Brought My Umbrella Gitu.Eksyen Siket Ah.Promote Payung Beb!Hahahaz!gOT Home , Called PE & Nana.She Was Stil In School :( But Nevertheless,I Was Super Duper Hungry Since Mee Soto Makcik Stall 2 Pat Skola Aku Siket Giler~Thanks Ah Eh Makchix!
-_-" .Haha!I Cooked Mee Maggi Goreng.Hah!Aderlah Org Tu Kepo Nk Jugak(Sape Lagikan,Kakak Aku Lah Siak!)Bahuuuu Jek!Ate For Awhile Then Went To Sleep Since It Was A Very Goooooddd Weather To Sleep.*Giggles*Listening To Amelina's Songs.Dangdut ,.Mcm Biasa Beb ~ Heh !Going To Call PE Again.Tido Jek Taw Dekni!Gdnite SleepyHeads!Mwahhhh!Dream Of Kila Okeh!Tkmu Dream Mcm2 Siol !Kkekeke!!

2008-03-07T14:01:00.000-08:00

Moral Of Today & Yesterday ;

SO NOT GONNA TRUST ANYONE OR EVEN MY FAMILY MEMBERS ANYMORE!

TRUST URSELF.

Chiow ~ Ngah Bad Mood Lah Siak !

2008-03-04T01:51:00.000-08:00

Okeh , 1st I Was So Pissed Off Cause My Bro Locked The Door So That I Can't Entered His Room To Play Comp.Ninauya ! Nvm ~ So , I Passed My History ! Highest In The Class Siol ! Woohoo! :D && I Also Want To Say A Very Big Thank You + A Hug + A Kiss To The Girlfriend That Controls & Knows Me Well ; Ayuu ~ The One Who Always Beat Me But Make Me Laugh At The End Of The Day.Kekek! Studies Also Started To Improve When I Sat With Her In Class.Thanks Eh Kau ! Dtg Umah Aku Lagik Okeh !? ;) So ,Next Gf , Nana ~ The Hotbabe Who Nvr Made Me Cry Instead The Guys Whom She Knal2 With Me Made Me Cried.Hah ! You Know I Know Lah Kan ! kEKE! My Kaki Gerek , My Hot Slutty Bitch , My Everything . I Love These Two Very The Much . As For Ayuu , I Know This Is The Last Yr For Us, I Hope We'll Continue Our Friendship Till The End Of Our Lives Eh ! InsyaALLAH :) && To All My Gfs , Be Happy Okeh , If You Think U're Alone , U're So Not ! I'm Here Lah !! Hehehx ! Yezzzzaa ! Bsk Talentime & Pls God , Don't Make Me Super Duper Nervous Till I Can Laugh Out There.Make Me Calm & I'm So Not Gonna Eat Sweets Or Smoke For Today.Gdluck To The Babes Who Is Goin In The Talentime , GDLUCK OKEH ! Mwahh ~

XOXO ;

KiLa ~

2008-03-01T00:37:00.000-08:00

Lol ~ Yes , At Last Outing With Besfriend ,Nana To Cashbox Friday Night Went Great.Though We Took Taxi && Wasted $4 ++ Just To Go To That Place Padahal Bleh Jln Kaki.Haha ! Best Per ~ So , Nana's Date Was Already Waiting For Us At Carpark.He Thought Nana Was Me.Haha ! Then , Headed Up To Level 2 To Get Our Rooms & The Counter 'MAT' Said Kiter Lambat Despite Of My Prepaid Finished Yesterday & He Couldn't Get Through Me.So Blablbla With The Counter People , Went To Our Room & Me & Nana Broke The Ice.Kekek ~ Dandgut Pls ! :D Kata Kila Dangdut Queen ! So , Since I Got Talentime On Wed , I Practiced Some Songs & Search For Good Songs For Myself.The Room Was So Romantic Siap Dgn Disco Ball.Hah ~ Nana Weak Ah !She Said Looking At That Thing , Makes Her Wanna Muntah , Pening Lalat Ah Tu Pompan ! Nyahaha ! && YES , My Date Which Is Nana's Cousin , Stood Me Up.He Nvr Pick Up My Calls Nor Msg Me.When Kiter Da Janji All.Nvm ~ Kata Jantans Per ~ Aku Da Lali Dgn Ni Sumer.Lucky Nana Ader , She Comforted Me Jap,Then Azri (Nana's Date) Wanted To Duet With Me ; Bila Rindu By Mira & Fuad.Lagu Fav Aku.&& I Sang My Heart Out.Nana Said Suara Aku Mcm Mira ! Hah ! Bedek Eh Kau ! Nk Bodek-Bodek Jek ! Wanted To Go MOS Actually Yesterday Since Yan & His Bike Mates Was There, I Decided Not To Go Cause 1st ; Aku Da kENA Paitaw 2nd ; I Know Yan Celebrating His Mate's Bday So I Was Being A Gud Gerl To Let Him Party All Nite Long.He Promised Me He's Goin Out With Me Tonite.Maybe Go Eat & Slack For Awhile.He's Always Complaining Pnat & Stuffs.Aku Da Byk Bersabar Lah.Maybe Ni Nasib Kila.Maybe There Will Be A Hikmah Fer Me.InsyaALLAH ~ I Cried The Moment I Stepped In My Lift At 3 In The Morning Coz I Couldn't Believe I Got Stood Up Again In My Life.After Yazid Left Me, Bad Things Started To Happen To Me.Satu Persatu Plak Tuh.God,Pls,I Can't Do This Anymore.Show Me True Love.Aku Dah Byk Tabah.Aku Da Byk Sabar.I Just Feel That There's Something God Wants Me To Do.Which Is Everthing Must Move On & No Matter How Gud Or Bad Life Can Be,Be Strong & My Dad Always Says "Sumer Hamba ALLAH Ader Pasangan Hidop Sendiri.No One Is Alone." If I'm Not Alone,Why Am I Having The Feeling That I AM Alone?Haiz ~ Sometimes, Letting The Past Go Does Not Mean Tottally Letting It Go.I Still Miss Yazid.Everytime I See A Couple On A Bike.Tears Starting Rolling Down My Cheeks.Sometimes,I Couldn't Care-less When People Might Noticed Me Crying.Heck Care ~Aku Call Dier , Dier Tk Return Call Aku Balek.Org Laen All, After They Broke Up,They Still Go Out & Stuffs.What's The Matter With Us?Why Are You Leading Ur Life Alone ? Is It Because You're Ready To Get Married Soon & U Wish I'll Vanish From Ur Life Permanently.Dun Worry,I Will One Day.U'll Nvr See Me Anymore.I Promise You That.Sometimes,Looking At Other People's Happiness Always Strikes Me Inside.Always Feeling Hatred & Jealousy.But Deep Inside,I'm Happy For Them.I Want Them To Be Togeder.I Don't Want My Gf's To Be In The Same State As Me.&& When I Said That, I Mean It.Seriously.Though I'm Coming 16 , I Felt The Ups & Downs In Life.I Cried Alone, I Comfort Myself.I Kept Telling Myself "Killa,Everything Happens For A Reasons.Now,Wipe Those Tears Away,Look Up Into The Sky & Smile.Coz God Is Looking At You Crying & HE Wants You To Treasure & Bless Life No Matter What.Though Life's Been Hectic,Kila Syukur Coz I'm Still Breathing In This World & Making My Way Up Slowly.Now,All I Gotta Aim Is To Be Blessed & Nvr Take Things For Granted.Yan's Was Comforting Me When He Said He Couldn't Meet Up With Me This Morning Coz He Gotta Wait For Road Block To End & Sent His Drunk Buddies Home.He Knew I Was Crying On The Phone && He Quickly Comforting Me As Nice As He Can Be.After His Divorce With His Bastard Wife,He Nvr Felt Lucky Enuf To Be Loved By Me.He Said That Actually.Cuma Jodoh Blom Ader Untuk Kiter.He's Too Busy To Handle His Life,Work,Family & His (JUST GOT DIVORCE) Thingy.He's Afraid That He's Gonna Be Like How He Felt Last Time When He Saw His Wife At A Place Which Every Husband Don't Wish Their Wives To Be At.Supposedly.Kesian Yan.Moral Of The Story Is, Don't Get Married When U Havent Know The Good & Bad Of Ur Mate.& Always Be Ready.Or You'll End Up A Duda Or A Janda.It's Not A Gud Thing Actually.People Will Look Down On You.They'll Say Stuffs Like Tk Tahu Jaga Bini Lah.Padahal Bini Yg Mcm .Nvm ~ Well,I Gotta End This Now.I'll Update You Babes More Okeh.Keep Those Tagging Flowing.Love Ya Babes ! Mwah !

2008-02-28T00:28:00.000-08:00

Sorry Lah Babes , Coz It's Been Awhile I Update My Blog.Sorry Eh :D So , Yah.Like What You See Below At My Post Subject ; "Talentime" SHIT ! Big Shit Man ! Amera "PAO" Nama Aku Pat Cikgu ! I'm So Damn Nervous Okeh ! Okeh Okeh,I Know Stop Over-Reacting.Aku Da Bagos2 Tk Volunteer,Si Mentel Tu G Blg.Amera ! :D Heheh ~ Nvm,I Can Teman Her Also.She Also Kena Pao With My Another Frend.Korang Maen Pao2 Eh ! Hahah ! So , Deciding Wat Song To Sing Siak ~ Infront Of All Sec 4NA . Aku Tawu Lah Sumer Budak-Budak Aku Knal , But Then Kan Kan Kan ! Aku Stage Fright Siol ~ Urgh -_-" Ni Part Aku Tk Suker Siak ! But Hey , Kila Suker Nyanyi Lah ! Tmrw Goin Karaoke With Ruzaini.1St Date Da G Karaoke . && Yes , I'm Dating My Bro's Frend .Mampos Aku ! Hey , Tkbleh Salahkan Per ~ Aku Baru Tawu Taw ! So Back To The The Talentine Thingy ~ Hmm ~ Amcm Geng?Lagu Aper Siak ! Macam-Macam Lagu Aku Nk Nyanyi.I Nk Duet Lah ! At Least Tk Paiseh Seh .Diri Pat Situ Everyone's Looking You.Okeh Kila ,Releks ~ Fuuhh ~ Gni Mcm Aku Nk Masok Anugerah ??!Dpan Skola Tkbleh Dpan Tv Lagik?Mampos ! :O Yes , I've Actually Decided What Song To Sing Actually . Either ;

AZIE - PELAMIN ANGANKU MUSNAH

SITI NURHALIZA - BIARLAH RAHSIA

SHIMA - LUKA DI LUKAI

KRIS DAYANTI - MENGHITUNG HARI

DESY RATNASARI - TENDA BIRU

Damn ! Mane 1 Nihh ? Sumer Favs Aku Siol ! Cibai Kia Btol ! Nvm , By Sunday I Have To Decide Lah ~ Okeh , Help !! HAHAHA! Biler Mau Fondue & Maggi Ayuu? :DD

2008-02-21T02:20:00.000-08:00

Okeh , Been 2 Days Didnt Logged In My Friendster All ~ Why?Hahah~Spent Too Much Time With Nana Sygg ~ Hahah! So, I Decided To Post Lah Today Since I'm Bored Like Fuck ! Mom's Been Nagging Asking Me To Mop The House TODAY ! Pnat Lah Seh ! But , Nanti Lah I Do.Must Do One!Coz Tmrw Kila Nk Go Karaoke With Qif & Nana & Qif's Frend Which Is Soo Nana's Date.Hah ! Suker ?! Qif Was Counting To Days Meeting Me .Funny Lah Tuh Masyam ! Haha!School's Been Like Hell To Me Coz One Straight Wk , CT Siol ~ Sape Tk Stress.Sumer Treat Tu Paper Mcm Class Test.Padahal-Padahal ~ Hahahaha!Prangai Sumer ! Okeh Lah, Kila Nk Stop Here,I'll Upload Pics On Sunday Aytes ! :) You Babes Take Care ! Have Fun On Ur Weekends ! Mwahh !
XOXO ,
KiLa Jr *

2008-02-15T23:17:00.000-08:00

Okeh , So Since People Da Bising Nk Aku Update , Here It Goes :) Went To Museum Trip Yesterday With The School , Mcm Biasa Sumer Da Jakun , Lagi2 Part Nk Masok The Dark room Coz We Have This Card They Gave & The Door Open Mcm Mission Impossible Gtu ! Hahah! Everybody Tried To Make The Mission Impossible Song.Hahah!Kekek Pah ! Pictures Here & There,Since Aku Tkder Camera For The Period Of Time ,Just Be In The Picture Lah !Kekekek!Send Aku Eh Ayuu ! :D Actually Got More Things To Tell,Panjang Sgt Lah Babes ! Hahaz ~ So, Got Back Jek, Called That Nana Mentel Of Mine ,Then Siap2 All,Met Her Then Went To Tamp First Coz She Had To Pay Something For Her Mum.Funny Ah Tu Makcik!Haha!Then Went Town Coz Aku Nk Sgt Mkn Pat Far East Nya Rose Garden .Kekek!Sampai Makcik Nana Kiter Tuh Kena Allergy Siol !Luckily She's Wearing Long Sleeves !Then ,We Sat At Taka ,Mepek2 All ,Suddenly ,"Eh Na,Jom Ah,Tgok Wayang !" Hahah!Giler Kan Kila ? So, She Was Like Okeh bEST pAT Cine ! Then,We Actually Nk Tgok Tu Jumper,But The Seats Peh Jauh.Hhahah!Me & Nana Cannot Seperate !! Kekke!So, Watched CJ7 Lorr ~ Klakar To The Max Siol .Hhaha1The Small Kid & That Alien Thing So Adorable.Stephen Chow Act Pon Sedih Giler Kapee ~Go Watch It Okeh.Ratings? 4/5 Lah ! ;)
One Whole Family Celebrating Mum's Bday Today .Mkn Mane?This Yr No Hotels Lah Seh ! Kiter Mkn Pat Segar ?! WTF ! I Know Lah She Likes That Place & She Got The Discount Card,But Then ,It's At Bedok Siak ! Boring Pah !! Aku Da Lah Tgl Bedok , Urgh ~! Wtver Lah Kan Ma ~ Okeh , Downloading Songs Right Now.Wanna Bathe Lah ! So Hot Lah The Weather.Next Wk CT Perr ? Mampos ! Havent Study Siak ! Kila !!!! Go & Study Musibot ! Gahhh ~ Keep Those Taggings In Babes!Mwahhhh !!!

2008-02-11T01:33:00.000-08:00

Ahhh,Yes . It's Monday.Freaking Fucking Monday ~ Damn ! CNY No More Meh ? Kekek!Over Nya Aku..Hahah!So Yah,Life's Getting Bored Each Day.Can't Wait For An ITE Visit.Or ThE Museum Trip This Week.Btol Tk Spelling?Aku Part2 Gini,Susah Siket.Siket Jek,Tk Byk.Mom's Bday Is On Sunday.Happy 47th Advance Bday Mama !! :D Hope All Ur Wishes Comes True.Smoga Mama Panjang Umur,Murah Rezeki.Amin ! Heheh~ Why I Wish Now Eh?Mane Lah Tahu Terslip Out Of My Head Ker.Sbelom Aku Kena Maki , Better Post Now.At Least I Can Read Back Before Sunday.She's Gonna Have A "SPA Party" With My Makcik2 All ! Best Kan ?! Cream Baths,Massage,Ear Candling ..Lots More Lah ! Bagus Taw. My Mum Always Bring Me There.Harem,Its At Siglap Rd.Deret 7-11 Sane Lah.It's Meant For The Malays Ah,But Then The Cina2 Nk Kepo Chi ! Hahah!Mr Wee Didnt Came Just Now,So NO CPA !Woohoo ! Woohoo?!Mampos!Coursework Nk Dkat Siol ! 10 Websites Must Do In 2 Hrs.Tk Terkencit Tuh?Hahah!I Hope I'll Pass Higher Marks This Time.Aku Da Aim Office Skills Siol ! Gagaga!! "Hello,This Is Syakilla Speaking..You Want To Talk To My Boss?Sure2,Can you Hold A Minute?"Amcm Babe?Boleh Pa? Kekek!Aku Angkat Tepon Umah Mcm Gansta.Nanti Nk Kena Angkat Kol Pat Office Hari2.Lari Siol Org..Sorry!Wrong Number!Tu Part!Ninauya!Kol Abe Letak ! HAHAH! Oh Ya, Go Watch Ah Long Pte Ltd.Kekek Siak !Pecah Perut Siak Tu Citer!Fann Wong Acted Like A REAL Gansta Sia~Mark Lee Mcm Lembut2.Mcm Bapok2.Abe Dorang Kahwin!Mampos!Part Mlm Dorang Nk EHEM EHEM Tu Kekek Gila Babs Nya!Mark Lee Yg Seduce Fann Wong Siak!Tebalik Siol Member!Haha!dA lAH,Nk Mandi Nih.Dah Beli Shampoo Baru.Nk Kena Pakai!Kekek!Buy Bitches ! XOXO KiLa Jr*

2008-02-08T06:02:00.000-08:00

I Went Town Just Now & Aku TERnampak Kwn Lama Aku Tuh Pat Sana.Haha~ Da Backstab Aku,Mau Tegor Aku.Ader Hati Nk Pelok Plak Tu ? Haha~ Girl,Kau Aper Aku Dgr?Aku Suker Jln Lorong?Aper?Kau Nampak Per?Kau Pasang Org Ambek Gambar Pe Aku Masok Bilik Skrg?Eh,Aku Tk Terajang Kau Tadi Da Bagos Ah Mas ~ Pompan2 Mcm Kau Kan , Byk.Kain Sendiri Terlondeh,Nk Hiraukan Psl Kain Aku .Eh,Kau Kalau Da Mkn Garam Lebih Dari Bapak Aku,Bleh Ah Kau Ckp Gitu Mcm Skrg.,Budak-Budak Skola Aku Pon Mcm Mepek La Kan ~Diva?Beb,Diva Peh Sisters SUMER Da Releks Lah.Sumer Dah Kahwin .Korang Aru Nk Start?TSK TSK TSK ~ Nvm,Korang Da Kena Sound Kan,Aru Tu Part Nk Mengamok.Tahu Naik,Tahu Turun Ah Senang Ckp.Eh,Laki Jek Lah Bleh Jadi Gansta.Kiter Pompan Se-fierce2 Pon,Tkbleh G Jauh Lah Sial.Kena Tangkap Jek,Kampao Threathen Siket,Da Pao Nama Members~Kata Sistas ~ Asal Pao Beb?Asal Tk Cover Pantat Sister Lerp Kau?Hahaha!Woi !Ni Da 2008 La Siol..2007 Dah Abes.Zaman 2005 Lagiiiiiiii Da Abes ~Kirekan Aper?Making A History Of Gangsta Pompans Ah Nih?Wakakakakz!Bobal Tk Guna,Tembak Tk Kena Org Ckp.Byk Nama Hamba ALLAH Aku Bleh Ckp Pat Sini,Tapi Buat Aper La Kan,Org Tk Carik Psl,Aku Tkya Susahkan Hidop Dorang~Cuma ,Nk Dorang Bukak Mata Dorang Tu Bsar2 Pas Tu Otak Letak Pat Dlm Kepala,Bukan Pat Jubo.&& Kalau Kau Nk Ckp Psl Aku,Depan-Depan Come,Kasi Aku Spread Kan Kau Red Carpet Untuk Menyundal Sal Aku.Special Punya.Prangai Tkmu Binawe Lain Kali.Ni Aku Post Skali . So Ladies,DON'T EVER Waste Ur Life With These Types Of People.Gini Mcm Peh Org Tkbleh Buat Kwn.Kwn Tk Mkn Kwn.One For All,All For One?Bagossssss!Satu Mati,Sumer Mati ~ Amcm ? Gerek Pah ~ Da Ah,Buat Aku Binget Jek Ni Mlm ~ Dgr Dangdut Pon Gerek Siak ! Outs*

2008-02-06T08:33:00.000-08:00

Kak Nana's Tunang Last Sunday :)

2008-02-06T07:40:00.000-08:00

I'm Sorry For Not Updating My Blog These Past Few Daes :) Sampai Makcik Lyna Kiter Sampai Ckp ; "Babi Lah Kau,Ader Blog Tk Guna,G Update Ah Kalau Kau Syg AKU !!Kekeke ! See Lyna , Sape Ckp Aku Tk Syg Kau ? Syg Pah ! :D && Yes , Happy 4 Yrs Annivasery To You & Din.Biler Mau Mkn Nasi Minyak Beb ? Danny Msged Me 2 hrs Just Now.He Sent His Last Msg Before He's Gone To Court Sessions.Damn ~ Dier Suruh Aku Tkmu Tunggu Dier Dulu,Abe Skrg Suruh Tunggu ? Dan ! Don;t Make My Life Confusing Can ?FOR ONCE LAH ! Urgh ~ -_-" Had Migrane Yesterday Night . Then , I Went To Sleep Since I Was So Pissed Off With Some People .
Bingit Siol ! Babi ! Pheww ~ Okeh,Relax Kila ~ Goin Vivo Tmrw With Aki :) Pictures Will Be Upload Tmrw Nite Kae Babies?Do Tag More Lah, Oh Ya ! For Those Who Pulled Me Up These Past Few Days ; THANK YOU BABES :) I LOVE YOU ALL . THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING MY SITUATION,THANK YOU FOR BEING MY STRENGTH PILLAR.THANK YOU SO MUCH.Cuma Tuhan Jek Dpt Balas U Gerls ~ Who?Okeh Lah, I Blg Okeh .
1st ; Nana
2nd ;Yanie
3rd ; Iicamanje
4th ; lyna
5th ; Yan
6th ; Amyy
7th ; Sis Ayieen
8th ; Mas Ayu
9th ; Ayuu
10th ; Fitri
11th ; Ekin Victory
12th ; Titi
Lastly, Aki :)

Not Forgetting , Dangdut.That Is The Source That Can Make Me Happy & Make Me Smile!Aku Nk Karaoke Ngan Org Tk Knal Lagi ! Kak Nana's Wedding ? 2 More Yrs?InsyaALLAH :)

Kak Nana Ckp Aku Dangdut Queen ~ Damn , She So True ! Mas Ayu Lagi Dari Dulu Dah Ckp.Mulut Kau Berbuih Eh Mas? :D

I LOVE YOU ALL ! TAG TAG TAG !

2008-02-01T00:07:00.000-08:00

Seems It's Like A Month We've Been Togeder.When It's Just Days.Now,You Just Gotta Spit Out All Those Painful Words To Me.You Want Us To Pisah?I Know,Coz U're Goin To Be Serving Ur 3 Yrs In RTC & Tagging Life.Why Now God?Aper Dosa Aku Tuhan?Knapa Danny?Is This Hikmah Behind The Times When Yazid Left Me?Isit God?Kila Tk Marah Tuhan.Kila Kena Sabar & Trima It No Matter What.It's Been Two Days He Didn't Say I Love You.He's Really On To Me.He Really Meant It What He Said.Where R Ur Endless Calls?Ur Sweet Funny Msgs At Night?Where's Ur Kiss?Where's Ur Shadows Under My Block?Where's Ur Smell On My Pillow?Where Is Ur Love To Me?Jodoh Dan Ajal Di Tgn Tuhan.Kila Sabar.Kila Trima.Kila Redha.Supposedly,Danny Wanted To Meet Me Today,But He Was Having Fever & He Tk Kasi Kila Dtg Since His Mum Ader.Gosh,Danny,Kila Nk Ckp,Thank You For Everything.For Being My Friend,My Bf,My Everything.Thank You For Confessing You Had A Crush On Me Since Last Yr.Mr Danny Rai.Our Journey Ends Here.Thank You Baby For The Thick & Thin Times.I Will Nvr Forget You..No Matter Wat ~ Take Care & I Miss You ......

2008-01-28T02:40:00.001-08:00

Danny Rai , Kila Sygg Kau . Soyalah ! KEKEKEK! I'm Missing You Already Cibai ~ See You Irritating On Friday ! Yey ! MWAH MWAH WMAH !

2008-01-27T04:59:00.000-08:00

Well,Dinner At Arab St Was Awesome With Dearly Beloved Family Since It Was Abah's Bday Yesterday.&& YES , HE CUT HIS ROCKERS HAIR !! Sumer Dah Terkejot,He Said,"Dah , 47 Yrs Old,Nk Releks Lah.."WTF ?! U're Cooler Like That Seh Abah .Hahaha~ Nvm,Rock Dlm Jiwa Bukan Dari Paras Rupa.Kekek!Pandai-Pandai Jek Aku Nih.Hahah!So,Before Maghrib,Went BHG With Bro & Mum , Bought Abah Two Shirts.Which Is Sooooooooooooo Duper Handsome When He Wears It.Fuhhh ~ :D Then,Kila Cari Kesempatan Lah Step Jln pAt Triumph,Ambek Kau Aku Borong Bras.Hahaha! Baek Per ! Chinese Nw Yr Nya Sale Ah Babe.Don't Miss It ! GO BITCHES GO ! :) At Night , Went To Arab St , Mkn All.Okeh Lah,Bleh Tahan Sedap Lah.Went To Have Desserts Where People Hisap Sheesha All.Kiter Mkn Free Dok ! The Manager Over There Knal My Bro , So , Yey! Kekek.Thanks Pakcik ! :D After That,Sis & Hendra Went Diff Ways From Us Then We Went Home . At Night,Took Hunney From Bus Stop Then He Was So Sweet To Wait For Me Till 2 Am Then He Went Up To My Crib.He Lepak With Bro Dlm Bilik 1 Hari Siol.Haha!That's Awkward.Aku SUMPAH Tk Tido Ngan Dier Kae ;) He Slept With Bro.Kul 5 Lebih Aru Tido ? Mampos~Hahah!Aper Jek Korang Buat.I Know You Know Eh Sygg ;DD Woke Hunney At 7+ Then Lepak Opposite 506 Then YES , Laki Aku Camwhore Okeh.Muka Dua-Dua Da Lah Masai Pagi2, Dier Bleh Ambek Pics.He Was So Sweet He Said " U,U're Diff From All My Ex & I Dari Dulu Want You Cuma You Jek Jual Mahal.See , I Tunggu & I Cari You Taw.." A Kiss Just Flew Out From His Lips To My Forehead.Maybe Feb , We Taking Back His Stuffs From Elise Since She Also Left Her Stuffs At His Place..& Sumpah Aku Ikot.Hahaha~ Waiting For Hunney To Come Back Dari Tadi.He Went Out With Faiz All.I Miss You Already Siak Danny ! Urgh ~ Okeh,Kila Wanna Watch Tv Now,Bsok Consultation CPA .Yey ! Friendster & Dreamweaver ? After Skul Lagi?Yes AHHHHHHH! I Like ;D Adios Bitch !

2008-01-25T19:44:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvrFZFB1nNc&feature=related

How I Wish Hunney Sings To Me Mcm This Guy :)

Masuk Anugerah Lah Apit ! These Bawah-Kolong Guys Actually Lagi Power dari Dak-Dak Dlm Tv.Much Better Siak .Hahaha!

2008-01-25T02:54:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulilah , Thank You God For Giving Me Another Chance To Feel The Love ~ I Was Really Shocked When Danny Confessed He Liked Me Dari Dulu , Tapi Tu Time Dier Ngan Eliss . Nvm , What Past Is Past . She's The One Who Left Him , So , Move On Kae Beb ~ Danny's Been Treating Me Well, Pamper Me Well & This Sat We Goin Out . Gosh , Besok Eh ! Hahah! Yey Yey ! Makan Pat Hotel ! Lagik ., Pfft ~ Nvm, Rezeki Jgn Ditolak Kila ! Dosaaaaa !!! I Hope Abah & Mama Wud Danny Into My Life Soon , Why ? Wait Eh ~ See ! Tattoos Dier Lagik Merebak ~ Wait Til He Meets My Cousins All , Terbeliak Mata Siol ! Pls Pls Pls , Tkmu Dihalang Cinta Kila Ma :) I Need Him ~ I Love You Hunney & Thank You So Vely Much !

2008-01-22T03:21:00.000-08:00

For Once , I've Never Felt That Yan's Really Loving Me Or Caring For Me Mentally Or Physically.Yan Just Got Out From Hospital This Morning. He Met With An Accident . Working As Riders Is A Nightmare Girls ~ Be Ready To Face All This . So , Why Didn't You Told Me That You've Gone Out From Hospital When You Knew I Really Wanted To Meet You.You Were So Near To Me Today.Yan,I Really Don't Want To Ask You Out On Saturday Nite After Abah's Bday Dinner At Ochard Hotel On Scotts. I Wanna Spend My Time With You.Hearing You Breathing Beside Me,Hugging You On Your Bike,Crying Infront Of You Coz I'm Darnly Missing You.I Know You Got My Msg Yesterday ;

Kila : I Miss You Dearest.Pls Get Well Soon,.I Feel Like Coming There Now.(Time Check;11.05)

Yan : No, Tkper,I Don't Need You.My Friends Are Here With Me.Bsok You Skola,Nanti Susah Nk Bgn.I'll Rest Kae.GdNite,Sweet Dreams.

What Did He Meant " I Don't Need You?"

Is That True?AFter Alot & Damn Alot Of Patience I Came Through,You Did Not Even Once Said,I Miss You Too.Why Must You Run The Fact That I Love You , & I Know You Don't Us .But,What If One Day,I'm Gone.Far From You.Would You See My Face For The Last Time?Would You Be There To Read Yasin For Me?

Would You Hold Your Tears Seeing Me Covered In White Cloth?

Would You Attend My Funeral?

Would You Visit Me Every 3 Months?

Would You Yan?

Would You?

Would You Wish Me Happy Bday Through A Msg.A Damn Short Msg.Don't Worry.Coz That Was All I Got From My Other Lovers.& I Tabah & Face It Alone.I'm Rotting Inside.I Hate School.I Hate The Fact The People In My School Is Like Assholes.Think They Look Cool & Step Tk Hot(Dlm Hati,Eh Thanks Eh,Memang Aku Hot) Pfft ~ Pls..Kila Da Lama Knal-Knal Org Mcm Gini.One Word Fer Them.Two-Faced Bitch*

Okeh,I Tk Nk Tambah Dosa..I'm Having Alots Of Painful Times That I Hadnt Had Time To Eat At Home.Crying & Crying.Tissues & Tissues.Damn It ! Stop It Pls Syakilla!Airmata Darah Titis Pon,Yan Won't Understand.I Tried Goin Out With Other Guys,Stil,I Want Yan.Yes,Aku Nk Tu Duda . He's One Hell Special To Me. Sometimes I Just Wanna Run Away.Far.Like Going Another Country Wud Be Nice.But Hey,The Limit You Come Back,The Probs R Still There Hanging Around Your Neck.Now,The 7 o clock Chinese Show Pon,Aku Tk Ikot.Until My Dad Said;

"Kau Tgok Tv Ker Tv Tgok Kau ??"

I Wish I Cud Answer Your Ques Abah,But Hey,Watever It Is,HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY DADDY ! Yg Ker Brape?Hmm~ 47 Eh ! oKeh..Beli Number. 1947 ? Amcm?Okeh?Kalau Strike , Half-Half Eh Bah ? ;) Well , Dad's Getting Older. I Love My Family Though They're Pain In My Ass.But,When's My Life's Tumbling, They Are There Making Me Laugh At Their Stupido Jokes.Hahah~Thanks Guys.If One Day Kila Left You Guys,I Wanna Tell You Guys That I Love You & I Will Not Forget You Guys.The Pillar Of My Strength & Life.Through Thick & Thin We've Been Togeder. Amin..Thank You God.Panjang Kan lah Umur Abah Ku & Murahkan lah Rezekinya Slama Ni ..Amin (Again..)I Guess I've Spilled Evrything Out For Today.I'll Update More Kae.Keep Reading & Tkmu Luper Leave A Tag Before Leaving Kae.Love You . Mwahhhhhhhhhhhh!

2008-01-18T20:34:00.000-08:00

Okeh , One Werd To Describe My Dae Todae , FUCK ~Yes People,I'm Sorry,Im Fucked Up Coz I Called Up Yan & He Was Too Bz But He Was Being Sweet To Me When He Said " You...Actually I Mcm Rindu Pat You.,You Tk Msg I , Tk Call I Satu Hari Smlm .." I Was Like WTF ! I Called You But You Were On Ur Bike Delivering Your Your Stuffs Darling .. Tears Came Rolling Down When He Said That.Asal Yazid Must Popped Up In My Mind?God,Where's The Strength That You've Given Me These Past Few Weeks~Dah Lah Aku Countdown Sorang,What's Next?Bday Sorang?I'm Not Suprise If That Happens...I Miss Someone Saying,I Miss You So Much Kila.& Of Coz A Boy Lah.Went Town To Watch Dan In Real Life.Pkir Citer Kekek,Alih2 Nanges Siak Kila~Hahah!An Wiped My Tears.So Sweet Of Him.An Is My Long Long Lost Friend.Smlm Niat Tk Nak Balek,But Then,An Said He Got 2 More Daes To End His Probation Thingy.GO AN GO ! :D Da Abes,Kiter Kluar Kae.Only You & Me Babyyy~ Alone At Home Now,Nk Kuar,Tk Tawu With Who.An Stil Sleeping Like Babi , Yan's Werking ~Gosh ! Two Sweetest Guys In My Life ? How Eh ? Sometimes,When Aku Pkir2 Balek,I Seriously Can Be With Yan But He Dowan It For Now Coz He's Too Bz With Werk & He Just Got Divorced Last Yr In Mid Yr.So, Member Masih Traumatized.Yan!!!! Get Over Her Man ! Listening To Qiara,Hanya Padamu~Yes,Lagu Lama Doks ~ I Love That Song To The Core ..That Song Brings Back Thousands Memories Of Me & Faizal Tiam .Why Must You Lied To Me At The 1st Place Fai?Watever It Is,I Know Kiter Terbump At Town Tu Time,You Were Holding Hands With Her.Me??I Was Watching You From Far Only.I Can See You Really Love Her.Nasib I'm Hotter Than Her.Hahah!Nvm,Tk Dpt Kau , Aku Tk Mati Apai . See ~ I'm Still Breathing & Standing Strong.Yan Is Siap-ing To Go To Work.I'm Here Waiting To Call Him.Coz When He's On His Bike Delivering Stuffs,I'll Be Talking To Him On The Fone Despite Of The Bising..Vroooooooooom ~ Kesian Dier,Keje Mcm Budak Giler,No Life All.Da Lama Tk Jejak Club,Only I'm The Only Girl Who Calls Him Everyday Loving Him , Asking Him Da Mkn Ker Blom All.Sumer Just Wanna Hop On To His Bike.But,I Love Yan . Really Love Him..God,I Wanna Wait For Yan.Pls Make Our Patience Stronger Than Before..Tunggu Aku 23,Tunggu Dier Masok Meminang Jek Ah.Kekeke~Yan,Despite Your Divorce Made You Fear Of Love,Sumer Org Ade Pasangan Hidop Dlm Dunia Ni.Sbelom I Tutup Mata I Forever,(Like God Says,Everybody Who Lives Will Die Eventually)So Those Girls Out There Who Says "Aku Nk Spend Hidop Aku To The Fullest!" Luperkan Sua Babes,Lu Spend Ur Time Dlm Kubur Lu Sua~ Hahah! Tkmu Shok Sendiri Nk Idop Enjoy Katak Sampai Tua~Babies Can Die,Kiter Yg Muda Lagi Boleh ~ So,Love Those People Who Treasure You Before It's Too Late Lah Kae..I Hope My Bday,Yan Can Celebrate With Me.Pls God,Suruh Boss Dier Kasi One Day Off Lah ~So,My Main Point Is , Study Hard & Don't Be Like Him Coz He Dropped Out From Sec 2.Tkder Cert Teros.Masok Kuar Tk Abes2.Convict Tk Abes2.Luckily,He Said,"2008,I Nk Cari Duit Byk2,Pas Tu I Nk Kasi My Parents.You Da Cukup Umur,I Masok Minang You" Lemah Siol Kaki Tu Part.Hahah!That's Why, Kila Nk Werk Hard & Kila Nk Blajar Hard2,DpT Keje Yg Stable.Help Him & Us .& INSYAALLAH, We Can Be Strong Yan.Byk Berdoa Eh Sygg :)
Okeh Lah,My Stomach Is Complaining To Feed Her.Hhehhe~Kila Outz Dulu Kae.Nari Extra Panjang.Enjoy Ur Reading~

Wahliow Eh ~

2008-01-16T01:08:00.000-08:00

Been Feeling Down These Past Few Days :( Don't Know Why Actualy ., The Come Back Of My Ex Maybe ? Haiseh Man ~ Rokok Jln Slow Jek , Tkder Mood Nk Isap Pons ...Wasting ? Hell Yeah ! But , Seriously , Sis Mcm Buat Ni Umah Mcm Hotel , Nenek Pat Hospital .She's Got Stroke On Her Right Part . I Cried Yesterday When I Was In Hospital . Mum Cried Like Hell ~ When I See Her Lying On That Bed , I Remembered Arwah Abg Maz & Arwah Mak . Tears Will Drop If Someone Sebut Nama Abg Maz..He Suffered From Cancer Too ~ Abg , If Only You're Still Here With Us , I'll Love You More Than Ever Bang .. I'll Keep You Warm , You'll Be There When I Nid You..I'm Always The Apple Of Your Eye . Not Sis Nor Abg . But Only Me ..Abg , Sometimes I Can Feel You're So Near To Me Yet So Far . Come Closer Abit Abg ...I Wanna Touch You . I Wanna Feel The Wind You Blew In My Ear . Abg , Everyday W/O You Is Like , Everyday , I Cudn't Sleep . Abg , I'm Facing More & More Probs In My Teenage Life.Soon , You'll See Me Walking Down With The Sound Of Kompang , The Smiles Which Is On My Biggest Day In My Life .. Abg , I Miss You . Do You Know That ? I Know You Hate Me Crying For You Almost Evryday.But , You See , You & Mak R The Most Specials People Who Made Me Realised That There's More In Life That We Will Expect Soon To Come.Abg , If You Can Hear Me & See Me Down Here , Come Down For Awhile . I Nid A Hug Or A Peck Of Kiss From You .I Know It Sounds Crazy But I Miss You Bang Maz . God , PLEASE Tell Him I Love Him Forever & Until The Day We Meet Bang ..Bang , I Still Can Feel You Warmness In Your Hug ,Your Kisses When You Got Back From Home & The Everyday Present , Yakult . Until Now , When I See Or Drink It , You Will Appear In My Head. Abg , Pls Jaga Mak Up There Kae. I'll Meet You Guys One Day & We'll Be Happy Togeder Again . We'll Be Like How We'd Be ~ Bang , It's Been Yrs You Left Me Though , Your Face In My Wallet Still Look Fresh And Charming . To You , I Pray & If You Can See My Wiping My Tears Right Now , Be Happy Kae , Coz I'm Happy To Be Meeting You One Dae. Till We Meet Again Dearly Beloved Brother Mazda . I , Kila , Loves You Whole Heartedly & Forever I Will . I Miss You ~ Amin ...

Tipsy Baby ~

2008-01-13T02:11:00.000-08:00

Sat Nights ! Gerek Per Smlm ~ Hahaha ! Yah .,Was Tipsy With Rizal , Bad & Zack . Went Modestos & Watch Football All . Hhahah ! Thanks You Guys Melayan Kan Merepek Aku Eh ! Hahah ! Just Woke Up,Called Yan , He Didnt Pick Up,Maybe Dier TknkLayan Aku Lagi Ker ? Hmm ~ Jai Gave Fad My Number So,I Called Up Fad While He's Getting Ready To Play Soccer ~ Laki Ni Sumer Degil Nk Mampos Eh , Hujan2 Main ! Nanti Da Kena Petir , Aru Tahu ! CHOIIIIIII ! Tkmu Siol ! Baru Knal2 Ngan Fad XD So,Tmrw School's Starting Back , Punya Lah Mendak Nk Mampos ~ Lucky I Got Off From School On Last Thurs & Fri .Hhahaha ! Best Dok Pat Umah Goyang Kaki ! Heheheheh ~ Got Home At 7 Plus , Tertido Dlm Train Lah Seh , Zack Got To Go At 4 While In The Middle Playing Taiti All , Coz He Gotta Werk At 7 Gitu ~ Before We Played Taiti , Played 21 , Hahaha ! Prangai Mcm Puki Siak Satu-Satu . Kena Denda ~ Starjump Lah , Ketuk Ketampi Lah Oh Ya ! & Also Jumping Jacks ! Hahahah ! Aku 1st Da Kena ~ Cibai Eh :D Zack & Bad Kena 40 Times Of Jumping Jacks & Starjump ! Hahah ! Then , At 6 + Rizal & Bad Sent Me At Dover Mrt Gitu , Sampai Tertido Beb Dlm Train , Sampai Jek Bedok , Went To Toilet Mrt , BWEEEKKKKKKKKK ! (MUNTAH LAHH BABI) hahahah! Sedap Siket Da Muntah ~ Nasib Sempat G Toilet Imagine Muntah Pat Escalator ? Hahah ! Jatoh Siak Muka ~ Kkekek ! No Pics Lah Sorry Bitched :) Tmrw Meeting Fad After School InsyaALLAH :) Tk Sabar Gue ~

Demam Lah Bitch =(

2008-01-09T23:32:00.000-08:00

Okeh , So , I'm Sick & I'm Here At Home Decaying & Kept Eating Sweets Dari Tadi . Mcm Ne Gigi Tk Manis ~ Kekeke ! Woke Up At 9 Plus & Went To Dr Su , My Aunty Is A Doc & She Owns A Clinic At Tamp Near Afgan .Told Her I'm Sick All,Then Got 2 Days Mc Dok !Woooohoo ! :D
Syg Dier Eh ~ Mum Also Was Der , She Also Dpt 2 Days Mc Since She Sakit Jek .Went To Eat Then Mum Blanja Me 1 Baju From This Shop Near The Clinic. Sumpah Lawah Siak The Baju.Baju Mcm Baju Jual Pat Orchard Okeh ! Kekekekke ! Then , Mum Dropped Me Home 1st Before She Went Spa For Her Facial All ., Nk Ikot , But Then , Malas Ah ~ Got Home Jek , Kemas-Kemas My Crib Abit , Then Ate My Medicine . YES PEOPLE ! AKU DA PANDAI MKN OBAT ! I Admitted I Takot Obat Dulu Sampai My Cousins,My Ex All Ckp I Mcm Budak Kecik.Mane Ader ~ Kiter Da Sec 4 Pls ! :) Watching Spongebob Now , So Cute Nk Mampos Siak ~ But Most Of The Time Irritating Ah :/ I Nk MP3 Pls For My Bdae Can ? Kalau Ipod Lagi Best :DD Okeh , Actually Today's Gonna Be A Short Post Since My Body's Aching Like Hell Siakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ! Nvm , God , Sembuh kan Aku Cpat2 Pls :) Okeh , Do Tag After Viewing Kae.Mwahhh !

You Must Be Kidding Me XD

2008-01-08T07:12:00.000-08:00

Well , like I Thought Life Will Be Cooler If I Will Be Jejak-ing Sweet Sixteen ~ But Ntah Lah , I Hope All My Wishes ,Alah , Make It Half Ah Would Be Granted By Mum . Things Are Okeh Now Ard My House But Stil Like Nabey Cibai ., Cannot Blame Them Only Lah... ~It Was Raining & People In My Class Was Like "brrrr,.tutup kipas ahh!" Hahahah!Satu-Satu Mcm Joker :D
Then , Mother Tongue Was The Opening Just Now,&& Let Me Tell Yu,I Felt Great ! Thanks Cikgu Kasi Karangan Pagi2 Eh :)) No ! I Meant Wat I Said , I Love Karangan To The Core Of Bedok Mann ! So , Having Difficulties Bgn To School Maybe Bcoz My Alarm In The Hp Is Not Working ! Urgh ~ I Know What Yu People Might Be Thinking ,( " Alah , beli hp baru ker alarm clock ker)Senang Ah Korang Ckp -_-" Check-Check , Blom Tanya My Mum Will Give That APER KAU NAK LAGI Face .Urgh ! Ihate When She Do That. So Tak Hot ~ HAHAHAHA!Oh Ya,MT Was Jiwang Just Now .Aper Tk ,Cikgu Pasang Lagu Allycats,Airmata Jadi Saksi Cintaku,Byk Lah ~ But Stil , I Like :) I Was Singing Along Okeh . Aku Rindu Karaoke Bitch !!!!! 2009 Anugerah ? Want Or Don;t Want Eh ? Shit ! Mum Said , Cannot. Dad Said Can ! Mane Satu Nihh ! Btol Peh Suar ! Okeh , I Smell Mum's Cooking In The Kitchen , Dad Masih At Werk . Come Home Soon Abah :'( I Wanna Noe Who Scratched My Mum's Car With Their Nabe Kanina Kunci ! Dua Sides Plak Tuh ! I Know Who You Are Bedok Boys , Tkmu Kasi Aku Hlg Sabar. Jln Jauh Ah Korang ~ Fuck Their Mother's Cibai ! Bingit Siak ! Korang Pkir Duit Daun Per Mak Aku Kutip Dari Pokok Per Sial ~ You Guys Masih Boy-Boy Lagik , Korang Tk Tahu Betapa Susahnya Nk Cari Duit.Bodoh ! Memang Patot Korang Tk G Skola , Join Circus Sua ..,Monyet Pon Ader Otak Siak . Otak Korang Letak Pat Jubo Mak Kau Per Siak ~ Mak Bapak Tk Ajar Korang Per , Ni Bedok District Bukan You Guys One , So Don't Fool With My Dad .. Senang,Tu Jek , Aku Nk Ckp . To Those Kind Of Tkde-Otak People , Memang , Aku Luda Depan2 . I'm Sorry , Yes, I'm Rude , You Step My Family Once , I Step Yours Double . You Guys Bleh Angkat Beg Jln Sua Dari Bedok ~ Memalukan Jek Nama Mlayu ...
Dah Lah , See ~No Mood Already ..Fucking Pissed Siol With Budak-Budak Yg Tk G Skola , Dok Bwh Blok Satu Hari.Ntah Mandi Ke Tk . Spare Them A Shampoo Pls Anyone ? Hahahahhah !

Wassssssssaaap ? :p

2008-01-07T03:16:00.000-08:00

I'm Back Bitches ! Miss Me? You Better ~ Hahaha ! School Okeh Lah Tadi Cuma History Aku Tido Mcm TOOOOOT ! Hahah ! XD Then , After History , Had Journal ,.Which Is The Most Fav Period Dlm Idop Aku.,Hehee ! Tkya Pakai Kira2,Tkya Perah Otak , Tulis Je Ur Personal Life.Mr Wee Da Tahu My Background All Which Some Of My 3 Yrs Friends Don't Know .,Kekek ! Some Things Are Meant Unsaid , But Hey ,. Don't Get Me Wrong , All About Myself Or My Family Eh.Nanti Ader Yg Terhurt Nnati. Hahaha ! Aku Skrg Pat Umah Byk Baca Novel Mlayu Lah Kans ~ Cikgu Kata " To Write A Gud Karangan , Must Often Read " Aku Lagi Tk Minat Buku Nya Org .. But Hey , Karangan Fav Wa ~ Can't Deny That . Aku Geram To The Fuck Core ;
Timetable Baru Mcm Cibai Lancau Kanina Chau Puki Tiang Mannnn ! Urgh -_-" That Feels Gud Siaks ~ ;D Why Mcm Babi ? Let Me Explain Why Kae Babes
1st ; Maths Before Recess & After Recess
2nd ; Mother Tongue Skrg 3 Period In 3 Days
3 ; PE On Monday ( Aku Pemalas Lah Seh )

Yes , Tu Lah Why Aku Pekik Pat Class Tadi..Aiyah ~ Tadi During CPA Rushed To Toilet , Aku Muntah Lah Seh :( Hope Nothing Bad , InsyaALLAH .. ENGKAU Jagailah Aku yah :) Okeh , Aku Nk Tgk Citer Cinoneh Kul 7 Tuh , So Adios ! Berambos !

Alone Seh !

2008-01-05T19:28:00.000-08:00

Sorry Didn't Update For These Few Daes ,. Busy Plak Kiter :) So , Yesterday Nite , Cousins Came At 10+ But Mum Nagged At Abah Coz She Malas Nk Layan Actually But Eventually Dorang Da Dtg , She Was The One Yg Byk Bobal ..Hahahah ! Kater Makchicks Mahh ~ :D
Then , Yaya Came , Gosh , She Look So Well , Her Hair's Like Minah Colour But Hey , Still She's Lawah Lah .., Woke Up Jek Tadi At 11 , No One's At Home . Slama Ni Aku Sorang Je , Haiyoh ! Wtf ? They Kuar Nvr Tell Me Siak . Nvm , Da Biasa Left Out Ah Babe -_-" Tmrw Skooling Seh , Nvm , Happy Gak . I Hope Sec 4 Will Be A Nice & Short Yr For Me . Okeh , Kila Nk Mkn ., Lapar Nihhh. & Yan , I Don't Know Why We Drfting Far Apart .. Maybe Your Family More Important & Also Your Frends , & Werk .. But Hey , If You Want Me To Be Your Friend Only..I Redha & I Accept Any Choice You Want For Us .. Wan Da Contact Aku Alek . ACtually , He's Been Finding Me But p8 Aku Low ~ Hahaha ! Sorry Dearest :) So , Mane Tahu , Wan Is The Right One ? Ntah Lah Eh . Let's Just See ~

2008-01-03T23:05:00.000-08:00

KiLla JuNiOR leE

Last Night ~

2008-01-03T22:25:00.000-08:00

Just Got Back From Skul , It's Pouring Cats & Dogs Outside (Hujan Lebattt Dooookk !) So , My Eyes Were Swollen Of Crying One Whole Night Coz Like I Said , I Don't Feel The Love In This House Anymore , Can't Wait To Kahwin Man ! Urgh -_-" ! Aku Naek Train Je Tadi , I Sat This Mat Angkong Siow Ah , He Looked At My Eyes Then He Stare At Me Siak , At Least Senyum Ker , Jeling Ker . Ni Mcm Termenong Gitu ~ Siow Ah Lu Mat , He Alight At The Same Journey I Wanted To Go Lah , Then Dier Step Terlanggar Beg Aku Gtu ,.Hehehe ! He Was Cute Though . He Gave Me A Smile Then Part Shocking , He Was Standing Behind Me Since Aku Kan Suker Ambek Refund $1 ., He Whispered Behind Me , " Lain Kali Tkmu Nanges Byk2 , Nanti Da Tk Lawah ." I Turned & Said , "Everything Happens For A Reason My Dear .." Ntah Dier Paham Ke Tk Aku Sindeh Dier ~ Haiyah ~ Nvm , Hope To See You Again Mr Kasi Aku Nasihat Yg Tk Bernas Langsung :D Went Home Jek , Aku Campak Beg , I On The Com . Hungry , Yet So Malas To Do Anything Bout' It .. Kekeke ... Yazid Called Me When I Was On The Fone With Yan , But Since Yan Was Eating , So Ya , Yan Put Down , Then Yazid Asked Where Am I All , BlaBlaBla ~ Those Step Nk Concern Jek Ques . He Nvr Asked Me I'm Okeh Or Not. Demam Ker ... Coz I Was Expecting Him To Ask Me Since Aku Memang Btol2 Down Since Yesterday Nite , But Then , Yah , He Didn't . ~ pffft . ~ SEE ! I Told Ya Bitches , He's An Usless Guy Ever ! Ego Sgt .. As For Yan , Quite Upset With Him Too Coz He Didn't Called Me When I Asked Him To Called Last Nite . But , I Fhm , Batt You Low .. Pathetic ~ Nvm...If It's True , Then , Tkper...Thanks For Wanting To Fetch Me All Just Now Bcoz U Were Worried Anything Happens To Me , But , Hey , I'm Okeh , Alhamdulilah . God Gave Me Strength To Pull Me Up & Showed Me That I Don't Need To Trust People , I Have To Learn To Trust Myself .. & It's Okeh , If I'm Down , I Don't Give A Damn , Slama Ni , Aku Nanges , Aku Pujuk Diri Aku Nih.. Kae Lah , I Want To Dig Up Some Food .. Lapar Gilerrrrr Siak . Boleh Mati Seh ~ Hahahaha ! Bedek Jek ! :DD
Thanks For Dropping By Aytes ~ Come Again !

Skola Mendak Or Wat ~

2008-01-03T00:41:00.000-08:00

Was Abit Pissed Off Just Now During & After School Coz Yan Said He Wanna Fetched Me But Aku Call Tk Angkat ~ Hmm ~ Just As I Expected Lah ,.. But Hey , I'm Okeh Now , At Least He Said Sorry Coz Tk Dpt Fetch Me Coz He Got Too Many Deliveries Today ., Next Time Kae Hunney ? :) Oh , School Mcm Babi Abit Lah These Past 2 Days ,. Except For The Part Kacau 1 Person Who Tgh "Berak" But We Smelled Rokok All ., Then , Kacau-Kacau All , It Was A Guy Actually . We Heard He Said , " Oi ! Bukak Lampu Lah ! " Funny Ah Tu Jantan ~ Hhahahaha ! Then , After School Follow Dear Ayuu Go Mac Since She Was Craving Her Cheese Burger Tuh ~ GAAAAAAHHH :D Puas Ayuu ? Hehehe ! Tmrw Fridae , & I'm So Damn Happy I Also Don't Know Why The Fuck Aku Happy .Hahahah ! It's Just A Natural Thing Since I Was Young Lah When It Comes To Friday ,. Bsok CCA Day Siak , Nabe ~ What Shud I Join Bitch ?! Aku Da Tk Minat Uniform Group , Dance ? Lagi Kena Dtg Often . But Okeh Gak , Since I'm Like Dancing & Singing .. Too Bad Tkder Karaoke CCA , Conferm Aku 1st Dtg . Hahahahahha ! Okeh , Kila Diam Lah Siak ! ;D && I Hope My 16 Bday Mummy Will Present Me "Something" Matured Or Tk Pathetic Like Dinner Only .. -_-" Mcm My Siblings All Hotel Ah , WTF Gitu Kns ?Watever , Call Me Jealous Or Mcm Dak-Dak , But Hey , It's Bdae , Once In A Yr Per , Bukan Hari2 Aku Mintak Or Wat ~ Suker Hati Lah . Satu Hari Aku Da Keje , I Don't Need Her To Buy For Me Anything ,,.. Puas ??? Kae Relax Girrrrrl , Tkmu Perahh . So Notttt Cool :))
So , Dad Asked Me Whether I'm Gonna Fer Sec 5 Or ITE , Shocking Siak Dier Tanya ,. :D
Then , I Told Him What I Really Want & I Know That My Future Will Be Bright , InsyaALLAH :D Then , I Said I Wanna Go To ITE Lah , He Smiled & Said , " Btol ? Aper Yg Iya Pilih , Abah Support , Tkmu Kau Jadi Mcm Kakak Abg Kau . Wasting Duit Je Skola Tk Abes . I Kept Quiet Lah ~ Tunjuk Muka Gud Gerl .Kekekeke !! I Told Him Since I Was Took CPA Since Sec 3 Gitu , I Can Get Better & Easier Course Pat ITE Gitu . He Just Gave Me That Smile Dat Shows ( Okeh , Gud Then .. Study Hard & Tkmu Pkir Sal Laen ) Dlm Otak Aku , Yan :) Hahaha !
Since I'm Still Single , I Don't 100% Pkir Sal Relationship , Coz Yan Pon Bz Keje & Aku Aru Start Skola & Stuffs. Let Time Be The Answer Kae :) I'l Make Sure If Anything Good Happens , I Blg Korang Kae ~ Thanks Ayuu Coz Being There Now , Maybe We Were Not Close Dulu Coz Stupid Conflicts , But Hey Nabi Bleh Maafkan Umat nya , Asl Kiter Tkleh eh ? :) Baek Per Aku ~ Heheh ! Love Kau Lah Kan .. Kae Lah ,Ciggies Getting Shorter Coz Aku Blog Abe Waste -_- " Hahahah ! Nvm , Yan Pon Suruh Aku Quit.Okeh , Be Back When I'm Not Bz Kae Bitches ! Replying To Ur Taggies Soon ~

Too Bad Fer Me ~

2008-01-01T05:08:00.000-08:00

Well , All My Plans Turned Out Like Shit Gitu ~ Binget To The Max Siak !! My Plan With Yan Of Coz ! He Was Werking & Now He's Outside Wif His Family Eating Out ,., Haiz ~ I Was So Excited Nk Mampos Siak Nk Kuar With Him All & Now POOF ! Well , Nvm , I Gotta Stay At Home For Parents' Sake . Bsok Kan HELL ( skola lerr ) Is Opening Back ~ Hahahahah ! Aku Pukul 4 petang Da Gosok Baju ., Too Bored At Home So , Prepared Everything Just Now . Tunggu Tido Jek Babe :D Gonna Meet The Gerls At The Bustop At 7.15 Gitu ,. MAAAAAAAKKK ! Peh Cepat Aku Nk Bgn ~ Must Put Bomb Beside My Pillow Lah ,.GAGAGAGA ! But Hey , Aku Nya Org Senang Bangun , So No Worries Lah Eh ,. Tk Sabar Plak I Wanna Go Back To That Hell Coz I Miss The Food There & The Mirrors On Every Floor In Our School :DD Hehehehehe ~ Short Post Bleh Nari ? Hehehe ! Kila Nya Fingers So Weak Tonite ... So , Be Back Tmrw Bitches ! Keep The Taggings Rollin ! Gdniteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Happy New Yr Kila :(

2007-12-31T08:44:00.000-08:00

I'm Here At Home Wif Mum & Dad Tonite Which I Shud Be Out There Watching Firewerks Gitu ~ Pfft ~" -_-" Mum Stil Showing Her Hatred Towards Me ,. Watever Lah Ma , Malas Kila Nk Tegor Ke Nk Aper .. Nanti Tegor , Ma Jeling . Who The Hell Am I Man In This Family ?? Jadi Maid Pon Ader Freedom Siak ! Nvm , I Can't Wait To Be 16 Coz She Said By Then , I Get My Freedom Gitu Lah ... Better Be Sia ! Lagi Best Aku Pakai Tagging ! Listening To ' Tenda Biru' , A Indon Time Lama-Lama Nya Lagu & Nurul Feat Ziana Zain Songs .,. Teringat Memories In 2007 Gitu .. :'( Sometimes , Nk Regret Pon Tk Guna , The Guys Always Ego ~ Agree Ladies ? :D So , To Mr Yazid Bin Yahya , Get This In Mind , I'm Moving On . With Who ? With Your Old Frend ! Surprise ? Better Be ~ Coz Ni Hikmah Tuhan Nk Tunjuk Pat Laki Yg Tkder Hati Perut -Ego - Stepping - Wants Everythin' His Way ! Hahahah ! Does It Hurts Seeing Me With Your Friend ? Guess What , At 1st I Didnt Know He's Ur Frend , But I Tahu , Dier & You Like Langit & Bumi ~ Diff Personality . Although He's Too Bz Fer Me , At Least He Nvr Hurts Me Like How You Owaes Hurts Me Kae ...,. Pheeeeww ~ Sedaaaaappp Siket Dah Kuarkan Marah .,. Kakakaka! Tk Puas Hati Siak Ngan Tu Jantan ! Urrrrrrrggggghh ~ Lek Kila , You Stil Have Yan & Fina Fer You :) Lastly Bitches , HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY BUKAK SKOLA ! Hhahahah ! Mcm Mak Dier Peh TOOOOOOOOOOOOT ! Tk Suker Siak Skola Tuh , But Hey , Skola For The Last Yr , Then Hello ITE ~ Hahahah ! Gosh , I Miss CPA & Eating Sweets At Com Lab Then Wrapper Letak Inside Mouse ! Hahahah ! Prangai Setan Siol ! Kila Kena Study Extra Hard Coz Yan Suruh To ,. :D If Yazid Can Make Me Go Sec 4 , Y Can't Yan Make Me Go Out From That School ? InsyaALLAH boleh ~ So , I'll Stop Here Kae , Stomach Making Me GRRRRR GRRRR Sound , Means I Want To Go Toilet Lah ~ Hhahaha ! Aku Tk Lapar Coz Bestfrend Came Tadi & We Ate Togeder :)) Oh Yah , Pergi Pergi Pergi Engkau Pergi Dari Hidupku Ini Ku Tk Mahu Mahu Engkau Hadir Dlm Diri Ini Yazid .GDbye 2007 , Hello 2008 !

How I Love Her :)

2007-12-30T15:48:00.000-08:00

It's 7 .49 A.m , & I'm Here Blogging & Tk Tawu Nk Tido Ke Aper Gitu ~ So , Actually I Got Lots To Tell , But , Hey , Mata I Mcm Tgh Steam-Steam , So I'm Gonna Do A Fast One Aytes :)
Woke Up At 12 Plus Gitu & Ate & Fought With Mum Bout' Somethin' That So Small & Turned So Big Deal To Her ,. PMS Ah Tu Mak ~ Pffft ~ -_- " Didn't Talk To Her Until She Slept , Mopped The House At 9 Plus While Waiting Bestfrend Fina To Come Over As She Was From Pian's Nanny's Crib ,.. Then ,, Watched Tv Japz , Went In The Room , Started To Remember All Those Memories In 2007 Back Then ~ Oh , How I Don't Wish To Turn Back To 2007 Pls God :D I Think 2008 Will Be A Blast Fer Me I Guess ? Doa-Doa Gitu Mcm Ah ...~ Sweet 16 Wil Be Cuming Soon In April , New Love Life I Perhaps ? InsyaALLAH :) May Yan Will Always Have Time Fer Us ... Pas Tu , Bf Came At 10 Gitu ,. Her Eyes Were So Red , She Always Gaduh-Gaduh With Pian Taw ! Urgh ~ But , They're Fine Always :] Bf's Ader Family Probs But She Can't Go Home Coz All The Bus Tkder Lagi & Her Sis Mati-Mati Nk Cardigan Back ! Like Wtf Kan ?! Dah Terang2 Bus Da Abes , Tkkan Adek Kau Sendiri Nk Jln Dari Bedok Sampai Bendemeer Mlm-Mlm ?? Aiyooooh ~ So Unrealistic Siak Speaking . -_-" Calmed Her Down & Bought Ciggies At Downstairs Then Bf Decided To Sleep At My Crib ! Yey ! Syg Dier So Much !! :DD We Didn't Slept Coz We Talked Almost Everything Gitu & Bf , If You're Reading This , I Wanna Say Thank You For Bein There When I Nid You & Slagi I'm Still Breathing In This World , I'm Here Fer Yah Hunney :) *SMOOCHES* Sweet Eh ? Kkekekeke! She's The Best I Cud Ask For ~ Okeh Lah , Hope Tuesday I Can Go Out With Yan Syg ,. Coz Tgh Crucial With Mummy Siak ! AAAAHHHHHH ! I Wanna Go Out Coz Countdown I'm Not Goin Out ! & Lagikpon , Aku Kena Beli Stokin Skola Lah Sia ,. Leceh Nk Mampos Nya Skola ! 1St Day Got Spot Check & Stuffs , G Mampos ~ Financial Probs Ah Ckp ~ Hhahahhhahah !Kae Lah Bitch , Kila Nk Tido . Dari Tadi I Nvr Slept., Chit Chat , Laughing , Coughing , Smoking , Eating & Stufs With Gf . Sampai Lupa Nk Tido ~ I'm Gonna Miss Fina Coz She Pindah At Boon Lay Already This Friday =...( No More Meet Ups At Tamp Or Bedok Or Even Pasir Ris Sial ! Urgh ! Bye Yall ! ;) Have A Nice Countdown & Happy New Yr From Kila Aytes ! Thanks Fer Taggings*

Zoo-ing Was Kekek Sehh :D

2007-12-28T22:48:00.000-08:00

Yah , I'm Back People . Sorry Didn't Update Smlm Yah , Was Too Tired & In Pain .. CIBAI NEW SHOES ! Hahahah ! (luper nk gigit the kasut lah at 1st) :D So , Woke Up At 5 Plus & Goreng2 Epok-Epok For Snacks For The Zoo Trip .Semangat Eh Aku ? Kekekek ! Takot Hungry Babe ~ The Planner Of The Trip Eventually Was Late ~ Bitch , This Is To You ! Forgiven Yet Can't Forget ! Gaagaggaga ! Then , Me & Ian Waited For Sis At AMK Hub Which Blom Bukak Coz Kiter Maha Siang Siakk ~ Hahahah ! So We Sat Down At This Tempat Mkn Which The Prata Is So Nice , Tapi Aku Peh Bodoh , Aku Mkn Nasi Lemak ~ pffft -_- " Stupiiiiiiddd Me ! Had Laughter With Tat Ian & Gossips Plak Tuh . Cibai Lancau Knn To That Girrrl Who Mcm Paham Judged Me Padahal Aru 1st Time Meet With Our Family & Cousin All,. Can Somebody Spare Her Some Clothes? Not Vintage Clothes ..Vintage Are Not In Lah Pls ~ Kkekekekek !! Btw , Thanks Ian For Cracking Us Up With Mr Chippanzee ~ Hahaha! Ian Nya Pandai , He Try To Immitate The Monkeys (how the monkeys sound lah ) Then , One Of Them Kejar Kiter Siot ! Hahhaah! Lucky , They R Far Man ! Then That Thing Ikotkan Hati Nk Jump , But Then Too Bad , Got Wire Ah Mr Chip .. Hahahah!Then , We Walked Off Go Walk2 See More Animals Met Cha ( Kiter namekan kambing2 pat situ ) Hhahahah!Funny Siak Tu Ian ! Then He Gatal Nk Go To That Mr Chimp . Ambek Kau ! Mak dier Yg Kejar Kau Ian ! Everybody Was Angry At Ian , Then One Aunty Nk Complain To The Zookeeper.Ckp Ngan Dier Mcm Paham Lah Eh ! Chinese Some More Eat Monkey Siak ! Cibaii ! Want To Complain ? We Complain Ah , You Guys Abuse Animals , Eat Them . Cina Mcm Puki Siak ~ Mcm Aper Dorang Buat Sumer Btol ,. pffft ~ Then , We Pissed Off , We Go Eat At KFC :) Fav Part , EAT ! & Aku Tk Gain Weight Okeh People , Aku Tembam Siket Jek ,. So Pls Tkmu Memandai Ckp Aku Da Gemok ., Before I Sound You Fat , Shut Up :) Then , After Eating , Decided To Head To Esplanade To Chill , Dlm Bus , Tiga-Tiga Tido Mcm Pat Rumah ~ Hhahaha! So Lenyak One ~ Me , Bcoz I Didn't Slept For 1 Dae , That Both Tk Enuff Sleep ,. Hhahah!Nice Ah The Nap ? Hahah! Sampai Aku Bgn , Ckp Pat Sis , "Eh Kak , Kiter Da Pat Bedok Taw" WTF Siak Kila ?! The Last Stop Go AMK Hub ! Hhahah! Menigau Lah Dengz ! Funny Siakks ! Then , At Esplanade , Chill Jap , Then I Tk Tahan , I Went Home Coz My Feet Were Hurting Me ! Ugrhh ~ Thanks Guys For Ikot-ing Me Go The Taxi Stand ., Love Korang :D So , Now I Want To Siap2 All Go Follow Mama Go Parkway Jap ., She Was Expecting My Older Sis To Follow ., Not Me ,... =( It's Okeh Ma , I Know I'm Not Your Fav Dari Dulu Lagi ... So , Wipe Those Tears Of Mine & I Can't Wait To Go Out With Hunney Yan Tmrw ! Waiting For It :) So , Keep Those Taggings Masuk Kae ,. Chao Bebehh !

Bz Jek ~

2007-12-27T02:50:00.000-08:00

Hey Bitches , I'm Back :) So, Woke Up At 3 Lahhh Dey , Punya Lah Nantok.Aiiyooo ~ Woke Up Je , I Log In My Msn & Chatted With Bro Hidir . My Everlasting Brader (Sis's Ex) Hhehehe ! He Got Personal Probs , Helped Him Gave Him Advice All & Went Down Alter My Skul's Skirt., :D
Next Yr Extra Short Siket,Last Yr Mahh ~ Kekekekek ! Dad Asked Me To Take The Bills All In The PostBox ,Pemalas Siak Tu Daddy Of Mine ! Hahah ! You Know Why I Bukak Jek The Post Box , It Was Flood With Papers All ? Coz We Got A New Lift So Near Yet So Far From The Post Box That None Of Us Malas Nk Ambek ~ Pffft ~ -_-" So,I Drag My Feet To The Ujung Of The Old Lift To Fetch The Surats All . Showing My Anger , I Threw The Mepek-Mepek Surats To The Floor & Maki-Maki ~ Hahahah ! Da Giler Per Ni Pompan ? ( The Bangla Who Walked Past Me Dlm Hati Dier Ckp) Hahahahha ! Binget Siak ! Kae Lah , Tmrw , Goin Zoo With Sista Sue & Ian . Gerek Kappaaa ! Woooohoo ! :DD Members Aku Sumer Tgh Tunggu Pat Situ ,. (Ahmeng,rimau,python)Hahahah!Mepek Nya Kila ?! Kae , I'm Just Today So Pissed Off Coz Hunney Yan So Busy With His Werk Dat He Msged Me Only Twice A Dae Siaks ! Nvm , Sabar Kila ~ Tarik Nafas , Kuar Nafas ~ Haizzz....Listening To Ukays Songs Now .,Old Skul Eh ? :)
Ukays Nya Lagu All Psl Org Ketiga Siols ~ But Nice Lah ,...I Want To Meet Them Boleh?In My Dreams Lah Kila ! Lek Sua ~ Gaaaaahhhhh ! xD Kae Lah , Wanna Continue Chatting With Bro Hidir :) Keep Those Tagging Coming Kae People ! More Pics Will Be Up Soon .,,. PS : Yan , I Miss You & I Can't Wait To Meet You On Tuesday :( & To Bro , I'm Always Here Fer Ya.,Smile Kae ., :)

Whatever Lah Kans ~

2007-12-26T02:21:00.000-08:00

Just Got Back From Nanny's Crib & Sumpah It Was So Boring That Me & Her Slept Until 4+ ,.Hahahah ! Then , Talked To Bestfriend , Fina Coz She Was Alone Finding Her Bf Was So Being Childish Leaving Her Alone ~ Pfft -_- It Was So Cruel Of Him Lah ! Urgh ~ Stop It Eh Piyan ! Grrrrr ~ Planned To Meet Her At Tamp 800+ Gitu Coz Bestfriends Are Suppose To Be There When They Are In Need . Got Home At 6 Gitu & I Was Damn Hungry To The Max Siaksssss !! :D So Bro Got Home & He Asked Why I Havent Eat All , I Told Him Lah I've Just Got Back From Nanny's Crib ,.. He Asked Again , Why Nvr Buy ,. Da Terang2 Hujan Lebat Per ~ Mane Aku Nk Korek Umbrella At Nanny's House Siak ! Stupid Or Wat ? Sis Is At Home , Lucky Got . If Not , World War 3 Break Out Siaks ~ Then Aku Sindir Ah ," Korang Kan Mane Leh Harap Kan ..." Then , He Cannot Accept What I Said ,.Tkleh Accept ? Memang Btol Per ~ Prangai Mcm Budak 5 Tahun ,. I Didn't Blame Sis Coz She Forever Bz One , Nk Kluar Ngan Dier , Must Do Appointment .,Hahahahh ! Correct Eh Kak ? ;D Okeh , My Anger's Over ,. Pheeewww ~ My Fever's Getting Better ., Alhamdulilah :) Kila Nk Kena Saving Duit Sikit Lah Coz Tuesday Goin' Out With Yan :)) Double Happy Kappppeeee ?! Keekekkee ! To Khairul , Thanks For The Template Thingy All & Also To Arwandi ., You Guys Rock Lah Eh ~ :DD
Okeh , Tmrw I'll Post More Kae., Drop Those Tags Aye People ! Adiooooosssss*

Damn , I'm Sick Lah !

2007-12-25T06:53:00.000-08:00

So , I Waked Up At About 10Plus Gitu ~ Damn , One Body Aching Siak !! Waked Up Jek,Sis Wasn't There. Merayap Jek Siak !!! Mum Nagged At Me From Afternoon Till Maghrib Siot..Tk Pnat Per Tu Mak ~ Still , I Was A Goodgirl To Help Her Ard Lah Kans So Then Mata Aku Steam Kodok Sekodok-Kodoknye,I Was Expecting For His Call Since Morning , URGHHH !
Luckily , He Called Me At Ard 4+ ~ Happyyyyyyyyyyy Killaaaaaaaaaa ! :D Chatted With Him Til My Hp Tgl 2 Batt.Watever~Kalau Sampai Teroff Pon I Sanggup :D
I Cleaned My Room MYSELF Coz That Idiotic Sister Is Forever Useless One ~ Pffft -_- I don't Mean To Brag Ah , But One Whole Room And My Wardrobe Skali ! Ambek Kau ! Hahahha !But, I Had Fun Though , I Perasan Baju-Baju Yg Aku Tk Pernah Sentuh Nya ~ Kekekeke ! I'm So Gonna Wear It.Like My Mango Blouse,Dresses,Jeans,Oh Gosh ! Too Many Things,Too Little Time Siaks ~ Ishkk ~ So , After All Those Cleaning Here & There,Ate With Mum.,She Was So Weak,That I Can See Thru Her Eyes ~Get Well Soon Ma,PLUS Aku Sendiri ! Hahahaa !Yan Went To Catch Alvin & The Chipmunks With His "Braders" .,.So , I'm Here Bored , Coughing , Eating Strepsils From 8 To 10. Main Giler Paaa ?! Kekekeke ! :D Abg's Back From His Duty When I Was Blogging This ,. KepoChi Tgok-Tgok ! Hahahah !! Brothers ~ Okeh Lah , I Want To Sleep Coz Tmrw At 10 Must Go Bedok South Jaga Nenek Ku Yg Jambu Tu,.If Not, She'll Carry The Tv All AGAIN ! :DD Keep Those Tags Coming In Homies & Bitches ! Kila Will Be Back Tmrw ! Slamat Nite !Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !*

Oh ~ I Love You :)

2007-12-24T06:21:00.000-08:00

New Me , New Life :)

2007-12-23T22:20:00.000-08:00

Blog Kapppaaa ? Hehehehe ! I'm So Boreeed , That I Need A Blog. New Year For Me Lah Kans :) What's My New Yr Resolution ? Hmm ..., Ntahh Lah Eh .,But I've Found My Replacement In My Love Life ,. Heheheh ! Sukkeerrrr Nyaa Aku :D
So Bitches , Do Tag Me Or Come Read Me Aytes ,. More Updates Will Be Flooding In & Pics Too Aye ~ New Year , New Life . Here Comes Kila !