translating a memory

SUKI AKIN

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Oh Gosh , I Left My Blog So Rusty That My Blog Mates Complained To Update Eh ? Heheh!Sooo Dreadly Sorry Girls (: I Was Preparing For Raya & Also My House Just Got Renovated. . Best Kan ? Anyway , I Really Don't Know Where To Start During My Looooong Break Between Me & My Comp *sobsob* Hahah!Nahh,I'm Back Bitch ! So Yah,Yesterday Was Me & Shahril's 5 Mth Anni Which He's Still Celebrates It(wonder why eh?) & Me,I've Gave Up My Hope For Him & Of Coz Us.Yes,I'm The Person Who Says & Basically Does It So Yah,I Did Not Got Back With Him.I've Had It With His Promises,His Mom Calling Me Up Saying She Misses Me Etc .. All Those Won't Stop My Life.I Can't Hold Back Anymore.I Can't Stay Up Late To Wait For His Call.Why?Because All He Wanted Me To Do,I Did It & All I Wanted Him To Accomplish In His Life,He Still Doesn't Do It.He Still Laying Low & "Chilling".Come On,I Know You Can't Bear Letting Me Go But Pls,Stop Holding Me Back.Do You Know I'm Effing Disappointed In You Cause U Can't Give Me What I Want Exactly?Do You Know Why We Fought Every Single Damn Day?Do You Even Look At My Face When I'm Talking To You? That Is Why I'm Now Rude Towards You.I Don't Pick Up Ur Calls.I Left Our Memories Behind.I Didn't Thought Bout Ur Family.I Didn't Wish U Happy Anni Yesterday.I Have Reasons.The Reason Is You.It's All Ur Fault.& You Have No Rights To Know Who I'm Goin Out With Cause You Went Out With Her Despite Me Knowing Bout It. So,U Cn Pick Up Ur Stuffs Here & Move Along.I Don't Want To Get Hurt Anymore.Not With You.Not This Time.I'm Having The Biggest Exam In My Life,& U Never Gave Me Moral Support.For The Last Time,I'm Sorry I Can't Repeat The History. You Can't Expect Me To Forget Abt The Shits U've Done & Start New Chapter With You.2 times You've Stepped On My Head,Not This Time.Yes,Thanks For The Crumpler You Gave For Our Anni.I Was Not Expecting It Btw.Why Must U Be So Hard On Me?Why Can't You Be Like How I Want You To Be.It's All Ur Good.I'm Gonna Stop Here Cause I Can't Bear To Drag This Matter.I'll Update More Aye.Sorry For The Jiwang-ness Tonite.I Terpaksa Spill It Out Lah Girls.*sigh* Take Care & Slamat Berpuasa Kay (:

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