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SUKI AKIN

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Saturday, March 1, 2008

Lol ~ Yes , At Last Outing With Besfriend ,Nana To Cashbox Friday Night Went Great.Though We Took Taxi && Wasted $4 ++ Just To Go To That Place Padahal Bleh Jln Kaki.Haha ! Best Per ~ So , Nana's Date Was Already Waiting For Us At Carpark.He Thought Nana Was Me.Haha ! Then , Headed Up To Level 2 To Get Our Rooms & The Counter 'MAT' Said Kiter Lambat Despite Of My Prepaid Finished Yesterday & He Couldn't Get Through Me.So Blablbla With The Counter People , Went To Our Room & Me & Nana Broke The Ice.Kekek ~ Dandgut Pls ! :D Kata Kila Dangdut Queen ! So , Since I Got Talentime On Wed , I Practiced Some Songs & Search For Good Songs For Myself.The Room Was So Romantic Siap Dgn Disco Ball.Hah ~ Nana Weak Ah !She Said Looking At That Thing , Makes Her Wanna Muntah , Pening Lalat Ah Tu Pompan ! Nyahaha ! && YES , My Date Which Is Nana's Cousin , Stood Me Up.He Nvr Pick Up My Calls Nor Msg Me.When Kiter Da Janji All.Nvm ~ Kata Jantans Per ~ Aku Da Lali Dgn Ni Sumer.Lucky Nana Ader , She Comforted Me Jap,Then Azri (Nana's Date) Wanted To Duet With Me ; Bila Rindu By Mira & Fuad.Lagu Fav Aku.&& I Sang My Heart Out.Nana Said Suara Aku Mcm Mira ! Hah ! Bedek Eh Kau ! Nk Bodek-Bodek Jek ! Wanted To Go MOS Actually Yesterday Since Yan & His Bike Mates Was There, I Decided Not To Go Cause 1st ; Aku Da kENA Paitaw 2nd ; I Know Yan Celebrating His Mate's Bday So I Was Being A Gud Gerl To Let Him Party All Nite Long.He Promised Me He's Goin Out With Me Tonite.Maybe Go Eat & Slack For Awhile.He's Always Complaining Pnat & Stuffs.Aku Da Byk Bersabar Lah.Maybe Ni Nasib Kila.Maybe There Will Be A Hikmah Fer Me.InsyaALLAH ~ I Cried The Moment I Stepped In My Lift At 3 In The Morning Coz I Couldn't Believe I Got Stood Up Again In My Life.After Yazid Left Me, Bad Things Started To Happen To Me.Satu Persatu Plak Tuh.God,Pls,I Can't Do This Anymore.Show Me True Love.Aku Dah Byk Tabah.Aku Da Byk Sabar.I Just Feel That There's Something God Wants Me To Do.Which Is Everthing Must Move On & No Matter How Gud Or Bad Life Can Be,Be Strong & My Dad Always Says "Sumer Hamba ALLAH Ader Pasangan Hidop Sendiri.No One Is Alone." If I'm Not Alone,Why Am I Having The Feeling That I AM Alone?Haiz ~ Sometimes, Letting The Past Go Does Not Mean Tottally Letting It Go.I Still Miss Yazid.Everytime I See A Couple On A Bike.Tears Starting Rolling Down My Cheeks.Sometimes,I Couldn't Care-less When People Might Noticed Me Crying.Heck Care ~Aku Call Dier , Dier Tk Return Call Aku Balek.Org Laen All, After They Broke Up,They Still Go Out & Stuffs.What's The Matter With Us?Why Are You Leading Ur Life Alone ? Is It Because You're Ready To Get Married Soon & U Wish I'll Vanish From Ur Life Permanently.Dun Worry,I Will One Day.U'll Nvr See Me Anymore.I Promise You That.Sometimes,Looking At Other People's Happiness Always Strikes Me Inside.Always Feeling Hatred & Jealousy.But Deep Inside,I'm Happy For Them.I Want Them To Be Togeder.I Don't Want My Gf's To Be In The Same State As Me.&& When I Said That, I Mean It.Seriously.Though I'm Coming 16 , I Felt The Ups & Downs In Life.I Cried Alone, I Comfort Myself.I Kept Telling Myself "Killa,Everything Happens For A Reasons.Now,Wipe Those Tears Away,Look Up Into The Sky & Smile.Coz God Is Looking At You Crying & HE Wants You To Treasure & Bless Life No Matter What.Though Life's Been Hectic,Kila Syukur Coz I'm Still Breathing In This World & Making My Way Up Slowly.Now,All I Gotta Aim Is To Be Blessed & Nvr Take Things For Granted.Yan's Was Comforting Me When He Said He Couldn't Meet Up With Me This Morning Coz He Gotta Wait For Road Block To End & Sent His Drunk Buddies Home.He Knew I Was Crying On The Phone && He Quickly Comforting Me As Nice As He Can Be.After His Divorce With His Bastard Wife,He Nvr Felt Lucky Enuf To Be Loved By Me.He Said That Actually.Cuma Jodoh Blom Ader Untuk Kiter.He's Too Busy To Handle His Life,Work,Family & His (JUST GOT DIVORCE) Thingy.He's Afraid That He's Gonna Be Like How He Felt Last Time When He Saw His Wife At A Place Which Every Husband Don't Wish Their Wives To Be At.Supposedly.Kesian Yan.Moral Of The Story Is, Don't Get Married When U Havent Know The Good & Bad Of Ur Mate.& Always Be Ready.Or You'll End Up A Duda Or A Janda.It's Not A Gud Thing Actually.People Will Look Down On You.They'll Say Stuffs Like Tk Tahu Jaga Bini Lah.Padahal Bini Yg Mcm .Nvm ~ Well,I Gotta End This Now.I'll Update You Babes More Okeh.Keep Those Tagging Flowing.Love Ya Babes ! Mwah !

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